surrendering and resting in Jesus
I can't believe I actually let go and surrendered to Jesus like this. it is the most terrifying thing I've ever had to do
because you don't know what is going to come next. and you have to trust that it is going to be good not violent and terrible and horrible and depressing
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Are you ok?
kind of. I was getting severe anxiety and panic attacks overanslyzing the scriptures to see if Jesus would cast me away in the end even if I humbled myself and tried my best to be as obedient as possible, but eventually I came to the conclusion that I was going to try to please Jesus regardless, and the anxiety and panic attacks are stopping now as a result of this conclusion
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Well, that’s good to hear. It sounds like Faith.
yes 😊🤍🕊✝️
You've been reporting peaks and valleys, this isn't your first "I DID IT!" moment you've had with this.
Soon enough you'll claim to have been hit again by sex magic and the cycle will start anew.
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Downvoting you for not answering me yet... if you want me to undo it it then answer me
Hey; that's not very Christian of you... Or is it? 🤔
Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
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