I do miss tony though he was a good buddy who connected with a part of me that usually makes people uncomfortable. Its a shame that he's gone I miss him. I had to be honest with him as his friend though and tell him my genuine perspective on the sugar situation  and I think he thought I was trying to attack him. To this day, I still wonder if I could have gone about expressing that to him in a better way, and maybe we would still be talking today.