Yes, I make charts because I want to prove something. Not sure what that is, but it's egotistical and it makes me look cool, even though I know deep down inside this shit is boring as hell. I hope it makes me look smart though I'll be taken for an easy book to read.
Does it make you look cool though?
I keep seeing it like some sort of cope, like as if you feel the need to boast about it over not having more professional work related to your field. When pressured further you show a tendency to double down and embellish the story in numerous ways, so I can't help but see it as ego compensation more than mere peacocking one's value.Not to boast but a digital animator doesn't make this kind of money, and it's hard to find employment that can pay me high enough to invest my precious time. ( Time seems more valuable when we're half way to perishing. )
So you're telling me that your not having work in an oversaturated field is purely a choice? But what about your resume?
Amazingly I'm interested in it and I've been exponentially accumulating more wealth. I will be a complete dick and I will share this, but more important than transforming my life and manifesting dreams.... I have to prove it to everyone in the computer year after year because...hm, because proving it is the #1 priority, the rest is just some okay perks.
It moreso has me question why you'd need to direct this sort of showboating onto the internet. For many people they'll use the internet as an outlet, whether for fantasy larping or the things they can't just say 'in real life', and even on the old forum we saw people brag about their fancy boats and junk as their way of affirming to themselves and the crowd that they're successful.
Are people IRL tired of hearing about it from you all the time or something?The internet is for everyone.
You may not approve of what I do. But others like it.
I don't think you're understanding my point.
If I feel I have a way to enrich others, I will. That aside, I really wouldn't have brought up cryptocurrency if it wasn't brought up to me.
No self control in that area I take it?