No I am not ashamed of anything I wrote, and I stand my pretty much everything in that thread.
See this is where we're at a crossroads.
You saw far less consequence in talking about it before. At best these days we just have when you're acting less lucid, like you're drunk without having been drinking or something when you're more prone to making social mistakes or saying outlandish things. A certain lack of inhibition is needed for you to be honest that, prior, was not the case before.
You hold your cards much closer to your chest now, and those quotes are good examples of what kinds of thoughts you have.
No what I wrote cannot be used to shame me, or whatever. TC seems to think posting some of my threads is some kind of powerplay that would damage me. Hence him threatening to post things I wrote.
Your go to is to say nothing shames you though, which gives the implication of the opposite from your bothering to mention it at all.
You expect certain demographics to respond poorly to you so you keep it to yourself, it's adaptive and makes sense that you'd go that direction, but it otherwise has you more prone to omission than before in a way that's deceptive when it comes to your memory. At points it seems more like you'll respond more to buzzwords than knowledge, like if I were to use a word like 'Flowers'.
The truth is, Ed enjoys my reads, and everything he shared on there is epic.
Moar narc cope plzthx.
