some behaviours and thought patterns are so ingrained that i don't actively think of them, they occupy a consistent and subtle space in my mind that only comes into focus whenever i'm alone. i'd like to label them
yesterday i found out that my childhood tick of repeating subtitles and phrases in movies is called echolalia. it feels satisfying and i have it sporadically still, i never really stood still with the fact that it is abnormal to pause shows/movies 20 times to mutter and repeat stuff to myself like an autist. this urge is negligible but present, it does not impede on my life.
i also have misophonia and can get very annoyed at people's... noises. also does not impede on my life and with some minor focus i get over it. gives me cognitive dissonance though
there is one more odd behaviour that i've never spoken about. on the right side of my head, in the space 30 - 50 centimetres behind and next to my ear, I have a continuous awareness. it's like I can feel a very strong "rightness" there which gives me the urge to overcompensate. what I do then is flick my left hand's thumb behind the space of my left ear. this registered movement feels like scratching an invisible awareness itch. it's not something i've heard about before, because what I've noted in the beginning i think applies to a lot of people. this is the strongest urge that appears when I'm aware of it and disappears the moment i'm distracted again by something else. doesn't impede on my life, I can even experiment with it and play around. moving inanimate objects around my left "awareness area" does not have the same effect. it must be my own body.
these are my tiny glitches and if/when i figure out more of those I'll post them. they're all very neglibile but fun to categorise
inb4 i am autism