Sociopath Community

Chapo said: 

I always think I’m the best in the world at the things I am very good at (even if chances are there is somebody better), while I know I’m terrible at other things. I honestly believe I am the fastest and most accurate cashier on the planet, I like to think I’m the best Pokemon Go player in the world, I used to think i was the best overall Rock Band player. I don’t have a very good sarcasm detector.

Well there you go.

Chapo said: 

I’m currently diagnosed as psychotic, which has some truth to it, but really I don’t see myself as a delusional person. I understand why I have this diagnosis, however I also know it is not correct. No psychiatrist knows me as well as you guys do. I am just about a week sober at the moment.

Some of your beliefs show a little psychosis, but for a overall diagnosis it's hard to say with the stuff you've found yourself on. 

I always think I’m the best in the world at the things I am very good at (even if chances are there is somebody better), while I know I’m terrible at other things. I honestly believe I am the fastest and most accurate cashier on the planet, I like to think I’m the best Pokemon Go player in the world, I used to think i was the best overall Rock Band player. I don’t have a very good sarcasm detector.

These were some of the areas that had me asking questions, but it is a good sign that in spite of yourself that you can question it at least this much. 

I still wonder how much of that's from the medicine, as you seem significantly less adrenal compared to how you appeared around 2015. 

Nah.

Autism. Probably.

Einstein was autistic. It made him great at science.

Picasso was autistic. It made him great at art.

Da Vinci was autistic. It made him great at everything.

I think you're also autistic.

tpp said: 

Nah.

Autism. Trust me.

Einstein was autistic. It made him great at science.

Picasso was autistic. It made him great at art.

Da Vinci was autistic. It made him great at everything.

You're also autistic.

 I agree. You definitely have some type of autism. Maybe not like you are disabled. But you are definitely not like the normal average neurotypical. 

I also dont think your sociopathic. I mean you could be sociopathic but you are 100% not a sociopath.

I thinkyou are a normal functioning person. But you definitely are autistic on some kind of spectrum. Probably with regards to socialising.

Maybe autistic or possibly schizoid.

Autism is confused for schizoid and schizoid is confused for autism sometimes. You can be both at the same time which isn’t uncommon. But most schizoids are neurotypicals. Autistic people are schizoid 99% of the time. But schizoids are not autistic 80% of the time.

Even if I’m a high functioning autist that’s not even a proper diagnosis or a sign of real mental illness, is there nothing else you retards can think of.

Chapo said: 

Even if I’m a high functioning autist that’s not even a proper diagnosis or a sign of real mental illness, is there nothing else you retards can think of.

The assumption that you are always 'the best' at things is potentially a calling card for some sort of narcissism, and the narratives you've spun in your head about it have the potential to disconnect from reality, such as thinking the League of Legends devs were nerfing your character because of how well you in particular were doing with it, or when you thought Niantic had specific things against you when a graphic wouldn't load or the game was glitching out even though there's around 71 million players, worldwide, actively playing it as of July 2021. 

There also seems to be a disconnect between your storytelling and the events themselves, as if you didn't fully understand your own behaviors or the behaviors you're liable to do in the future, focusing more on what you're capable of instead. When you've been asked to describe people it's been extremely vague case study sheets as if you weren't really paying attention to those sorts of things. You also seem to reflect on violence as if 'it happened', like the way people talk about the weather rather than their own motivations that led to it or their emotional attachments to the events themselves. In spite of this you're still looking to form attachments, but the affect you express within it seems dulled (but again that could be the medicine dulling it). 

You also have a preoccupation with the idea of "THEY", especially if 'they' are in a position of authority. You also seem to see it as if it were a rigged system at points, as if things would be better if others weren't out to fuck with your situation. You also for whatever reason presume you're 'unknowable', and that anyone attempting to describe your behaviors is projecting. 

You're otherwise as you are seemingly functional. You maintain your job with a fairly good attendance rating, you're remembering to eat, and you have regulars in your life who know you well enough to check up on you. You don't appear to desire much beyond dopamine fixes and you don't seem to feel any sort of yearning as if 'something is missing' beyond the aforementioned social appetites. 

Again though, some of this could be the medicine or even that you were on lsd at the time, which is why I'm not even going into some of the conversational struggles that occurred. From how much I've seen of you IRL now it's funny to see people try to guess at your situation, I was thrown off on some stuff before as well and likely still am. 

Lol I can almost literally prove that video games are rigged against the best players and that “top players” are actors sitting in front of a screen not playing the game, possibly people that know so much about the game because they are developers of some sort. In some games it is blatantly obvious, in others it is less so. I have been the number one ranked player worldwide in a game immediately after its release, however this was a very unique experience and my fingers looked like this from how much I was holding a controller

its was literally impossible to project that somebody could have been playing more and I was better than the best AI until some newfag (bot) came and played my character better than I did. Obviously my character got nerfed into the fucking ground when I started competing with him and I quit.

Chapo said: 

Lol I can almost literally prove that video games are rigged against the best players and that “top players” are actors sitting in front of a screen not playing the game, possibly people that know so much about the game because they are developers of some sort.

I'd be interested in seeing this. 

argue with me that this is legitimate. This is what guitar hero 3 turned into because I was way too fucking good at it. And nobody even questions it in the comments. Obviously I have way more proof than just this, barely getting started.

Chapo said: 

argue with me that this is legitimate. This is what guitar hero 3 turned into because I was way too fucking good at it. And nobody even questions it in the comments.

Hard to tell once you reduce it to 50% play speed, but it looks absurd at normal speed. I'd also argue it's probably easier on keyboard to do patterns like that than it would be to do it on a guitar hero controller. With the song being that short he could in theory practice it millions of times. 

I think there's a guitar hero clone game for PC that has some songs that demand stupid-high speeds, just like what's become of Dance Dance Revolution over the PC. This gives people a means of practicing autism-level things similar to that of speedrunners. 

The gaming world has become pretty fucking crazy thanks to Speedrunning hype. Speedrun.com has videos of people pulling off all sorts of insane shit, and Summoning Salt gives a pretty nice introduction to some of the shenanigans people go through for a better time (like putting grease on a disc), and the numerous ways people have tried to cheat (like doing frame-cuts between multiple runs). 

Are you sure it was because you in particular were too good at it? I could see an argument for someone cheating, but not actors who were likely the devs themselves.