Sociopath Community

Never mind I found it.

You're poor, physically and emotionally hideous looking. Desperate. And worst of all you have nothing that I don't have, therefore I can't be envious of you, therefore I look down on you.

There's also the fact that you're all the background noise of my highlights, as if I am utterly narcissistic and self centered about this.

I come here to observe myself, and I use you to observe myself further. Is as if you're not even registering.

Sometimes I confuse one for another, like I need to look at your nicknames to notice any significant difference it's insane how I don't even do that intentionally.

Or is it?

I have consumed 4 (four) pieces of bacon this fine morning

AizenTheTitanic said: 

Everywhere passive aggressiveness, hidden motives, obvious intentions blanketed by dozens upon dozens of lies.

Don't state your intentions because they can be used against you.

Don't make your emotions clear cause they can be used against you.

Don't say the truth cause the truth hurts and you don't want enemies.

Use machiavellianism to succeed and nihilism to accept.

In the end you either have to build an ego the size of cathedral, hide your real self, or develop cold calculation to adjust.

And if you do the major rare of being actually confident and constantly honest. You will surely trigger the inferiority complexes of everyone else, and gradually yet steadily find yourself either in the minority, or in the villain zone.

 

Needless to mention, the most sickening and evil people always attempt to adopt some sort of sainthood. Always master how to gain the higher moral ground, while they note like jew bankers their own righteousness and your own villainess. 

Justice is a foreign concept, and objective morality equals stupidity, while innocence is a bleeding wound to throw salt on.

Welcome to the world of brutal and chaotic self interest, where man-made concepts devour other man-made concepts. 

 

Yet despite my constant anger and contempt for this world. I still find it so unspeakably beautiful.

I'm not even remotely close to mastering the art of words, ever comma and every stoppage counts.

Your tone, your accent, your timing. They are all individual details the brain of others translates intuitively. 

That's why I hate autists so much, the most beautiful parts and yet the most triggering of conversations go over their head.

 

They take information literally, and things at face value. While they also project their own simplistic nature on others.

Narcissists do it too, borderlines too, even sociopaths or psychopaths.

It's ugly.  There's no art in it.

 

I want to meet a person who can grab all my ego and make me eat it, yet when I envision an admirable figure in my life the only image I get is either a dead historical figure or myself.

I'm so hypocritical yet so lovable.

 

I wonder why do I find you all so unattractive, as if what's that make me look down on you so much.

 ur not lovable ur an absolute scumbag human

You're lovable because you're Greek. We don't all have mommies there to give us hugs and sandwiches, to soothe us when someone steals our dinosaur toys, to cry when we stand up and accomplish something.

I had to fight hard to get to where I am..... And trust me, that's above you. You've done nothing, hence why you're beneath me. In terms of education... sports... intellect... I'm superior in every way. I truly believe they will write about me in history books. In fact, I know it. But I don't care.... That's just how humble I am, despite my greatness.

AizenTheTitanic said: 

Everywhere passive aggressiveness, hidden motives, obvious intentions blanketed by dozens upon dozens of lies.

Don't state your intentions because they can be used against you.

Don't make your emotions clear cause they can be used against you.

Don't say the truth cause the truth hurts and you don't want enemies.

Use machiavellianism to succeed and nihilism to accept.

In the end you either have to build an ego the size of cathedral, hide your real self, or develop cold calculation to adjust.

And if you do the major rare of being actually confident and constantly honest. You will surely trigger the inferiority complexes of everyone else, and gradually yet steadily find yourself either in the minority, or in the villain zone.

 

Needless to mention, the most sickening and evil people always attempt to adopt some sort of sainthood. Always master how to gain the higher moral ground, while they note like jew bankers their own righteousness and your own villainess. 

Justice is a foreign concept, and objective morality equals stupidity, while innocence is a bleeding wound to throw salt on.

Welcome to the world of brutal and chaotic self interest, where man-made concepts devour other man-made concepts. 

 

Yet despite my constant anger and contempt for this world. I still find it so unspeakably beautiful.

I'm not even remotely close to mastering the art of words, ever comma and every stoppage counts.

Your tone, your accent, your timing. They are all individual details the brain of others translates intuitively. 

That's why I hate autists so much, the most beautiful parts and yet the most triggering of conversations go over their head.

 

They take information literally, and things at face value. While they also project their own simplistic nature on others.

Narcissists do it too, borderlines too, even sociopaths or psychopaths.

It's ugly.  There's no art in it.

 

I want to meet a person who can grab all my ego and make me eat it, yet when I envision an admirable figure in my life the only image I get is either a dead historical figure or myself.

I'm so hypocritical yet so lovable.

 

I wonder why do I find you all so unattractive, as if what's that make me look down on you so much.

 you seem so terrified of negative interaction. is it really worth all of this? so what if someone uses shit against you?

natasha87 said: 

 you seem so terrified of negative interaction. is it really worth all of this? so what if someone uses shit against you?

 /bait

Sometimes, I wake up in the morning. Then I go outside and dig myself a hole in my garden. After this, I continue by burying myself up to my neck. Then I pretend that I am a carrot for the remainder of the day. 

I have 0 to contribute positively to this thread, as I do not want to read all this. 

Buttered Toast said: 

natasha87 said: 

 you seem so terrified of negative interaction. is it really worth all of this? so what if someone uses shit against you?

 /bait

 no i'm seriously..putting all this thought into what might happen if you allow anyone to see a shred of weakness..so fucking what? but i guess for narcs its soul crushing

AizenTheTitanic said: 

This world is sickeningly beautiful.

I don't understand what makes it 'sickening', I'd have gone with just calling it beautiful. 

The only hard part comes with having to remind myself how and why it is. 

Don't state your intentions because they can be used against you.

Don't make your emotions clear cause they can be used against you.

Don't say the truth cause the truth hurts and you don't want enemies.

See, this is e-weakness 101 you're explaining; How to tow the lines to feel untouchable from seeing yourself as fragile. This is how you make yourself appear mundane and forgettable, rather than making yourself into a proper brand name. 

I prefer to have enough of me be known that I end up resilient against their counterattacks through experience, and if I'm the one stating my emotions and intentions then I'm the one leading the conversation. Majority of the time we're our own worst enemy, our own harshest critic, and our pre-anticipation and pre-expectation of what might happen over expressing 'weakness' tends to be worse than actually being outed. 

I'm not even remotely close to mastering the art of words, ever comma and every stoppage counts.

Being unafraid to talk to people's a key gateway for getting over this. 

A lot of it's about confidence, having a natural flow, rather than planning for every little step on the path. 

I wonder why do I find you all so unattractive, as if what's that make me look down on you so much.

It's safer that way, if you don't invest then there's no sunken investment that'd risk tethering you to another's words. 

"Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."