so the way that i process info and 'thought' for me is very nonlinear, and so the... way that i, share info is sort of like an info dump. because i think everyone is processing it the way i would.
but i will try to keep it like we are in an actual IRL convo like two humans talking and not like a document of an info dump on a computer to be processed.
also my other intention with it is to spark new branching off conversations or trails of thought and just like stimulate each other creatively and intellectually into new realms of thought. because my brain is always, like, thinking of ten things at once, i sort of processes it like...
imagine that each paragraph is a cookie on a baking sheet. and imagine each cookie is being taken off the sheet, and put into its own individual oven. so when i write a response, each paragraph is a cookie or a new, realm of thought, which can be taken off by the processing reader, and taken into a different oven in their head or a realm of thought that is processing in the background. and i just assume, that you have ten ovens in your head too.
so when i'm talking about 1 subject, i'm actually thinking about ten. and applying that 1 subject, to all ten ovens in my head? lol
but i understand this is probably extremely overwhelming. its just difficult to condense that all down into one, sentence, that makes sense. like taking all ten ovens of thought now, that i had about that one subject, boiling it down to a liquid, and pouring them all through one funnel, to come out as one succinct thought.
i'm not naturally good at doing that. so i just communicate the ten separate ovens to you and i thought you also had ten ovens so you had room for all those cookies but it turns out you only wanted one cookie.
there's a lot of reasons why i write long posts, but this is likely the core of the issue.
TLDR: i don't funnel all my thoughts and boil them down to one thought to be clearly communicated in a succinct manner.
