Loser & proud of it.
#JerryForLife
Buttered Toast: (Lolling at a German dude's English grammar)
What does it take to get you people to excert some effort? You're all so....... effortless. No, that's not quite the right word. Effortlessness.. You excert no effort. You're lazy. Why do I need to spend so much time whilst you spend so little. It's no fair way to do trading.
Do you even realize how long it took me to make all those posts? Yet, I get so little in return. No analysis of my posts, no thoughts, no effort. You're like peasants looking at Mona Lisa going "meh."
Ungrateful little shits.
To sum it up: You are admitting that you are a try-hard? Maybe that is a crucial point to your unhappiness. Your charades and carefully scripted behavior are inauthentic and bore people away. I believe you, you must be very lonely. Want to magnetize people, act from a personality not an image.
What does it take to get you people to excert some effort? You're all so....... effortless. No, that's not quite the right word. Effortlessness.. You excert no effort. You're lazy. Why do I need to spend so much time whilst you spend so little. It's no fair way to do trading.
Do you even realize how long it took me to make all those posts? Yet, I get so little in return. No analysis of my posts, no thoughts, no effort. You're like peasants looking at Mona Lisa going "meh."
Ungrateful little shits.
To sum it up: You are admitting that you are a try-hard? Maybe that is a crucial point to your unhappiness. Your charades and carefully scripted behavior are inauthentic and bore people away. I believe you, you must be very lonely. Want to magnetize people, act from a personality not an image.
Do you speak from experience? What would you say is your greatest accomplishment in terms of magnetizing people?
I wouldn't sum up the entirety of my character as a "try hard," though I do.... Try hard. I try very hard to explain myself, yet people like you don't understand me. I'd say you thinking my behavior is scripted a side-effect of you being primed into thinking I'm a puppet since I mentioned a few names. Not that you're wrong about the puppet thing, or about my interactions being scripted, but you're definitely wrong that it's my scripted behavior that turns people off. I'd say it's the opposite, my unscripted behavior turns people off. This whole "be authentic and people will love you" is so passe.
My favorite topics are Hitler and cancer. Yet, when I talk about them, my dates are turned off and I'm left out in the cold, like a wasted bottle of champagne, or some shit like that.
I'm deeply unimpressed by you too.
Buttered Toast: (Lolling at a German dude's English grammar)
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What does it take to get you people to excert some effort? You're all so....... effortless. No, that's not quite the right word. Effortlessness.. You excert no effort. You're lazy. Why do I need to spend so much time whilst you spend so little. It's no fair way to do trading.
Do you even realize how long it took me to make all those posts? Yet, I get so little in return. No analysis of my posts, no thoughts, no effort. You're like peasants looking at Mona Lisa going "meh."
Ungrateful little shits.
To sum it up: You are admitting that you are a try-hard? Maybe that is a crucial point to your unhappiness. Your charades and carefully scripted behavior are inauthentic and bore people away. I believe you, you must be very lonely. Want to magnetize people, act from a personality not an image.
Do you speak from experience? What would you say is your greatest accomplishment in terms of magnetizing people?
I wouldn't sum up the entirety of my character as a "try hard," though I do.... Try hard. I try very hard to explain myself, yet people like you don't understand me. I'd say you thinking my behavior is scripted a side-effect of you being primed into thinking I'm a puppet since I mentioned a few names. Not that you're wrong about the puppet thing, or about my interactions being scripted, but you're definitely wrong that it's my scripted behavior that turns people off. I'd say it's the opposite, my unscripted behavior turns people off. This whole "be authentic and people will love you" is so passe.
My favorite topics are Hitler and cancer. Yet, when I talk about them, my dates are turned off and I'm left out in the cold, like a wasted bottle of champagne, or some shit like that.
I'm deeply unimpressed by you too.
I know you were happy when you saw I replied. Let's chill with the snark, or I will punish you with disregard. Even though we are using conventional language etc and concepts like the authentic and inauthentic, scripted behavior and being oneself etc., that is just fantasy. Same as talking about real life and online life etc. Everything is authentic or everything is inauthentic. What I want to say is that you putting up a front is not different from your real self that chooses to behave in that way, which already tells me enough to judge you. Your motives are clear, you want attention and intimacy. Get in line, you are ordinary.
Really, nothing?
Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
I know you were happy when you saw I replied. Let's chill with the snark, or I will punish you with disregard.
Fine; yes, I was happy. Of course I am happy. All I want is to connect with people like you. Are you happy to read my replies?
What I want to say is that you putting up a front is not different from your real self that chooses to behave in that way, which already tells me enough to judge you. Your motives are clear, you want attention and intimacy.
Did me spamming "please love me" in capslock give it away?
Yes, my real self is very lonely. I am not making things up.
Get in line, you are ordinary.
To want love and intimacy is ordinary. While I have one quality that is, by every standard, ordinary, does not mean that the entirety pf my character is ordinary.
I'm not particularly proud of the fact that I'm more intelligent than all of you put together, but it is among the chief reasons that I am lonely and unable to connect. Or perhaps a hormonal imbalance in my brain. Lack of oxytocin and serotonin maybe.
Isn't it interesting that, despite me being inauthentic and scripted, this is the first time you have ever even bothered to speak to me? You're the type of person who's decided to believe all the worst things about me, all the insecurities and bad things, those things I'm allegedly ashamed of. You see nothing good about me. You choose to torture me by refusing me your love and admiration. Why? What power do you think you'd be giving me? It's all in your head.
Buttered Toast: (Lolling at a German dude's English grammar)
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but it is among the chief reasons that I am lonely and unable to connect. Or perhaps a hormonal imbalance in my brain. Lack of oxytocin and serotonin maybe.
There are plenty of highly intelligent people that are able to have intimate relationships. Are you more intelligent than all of them? And if so, shouldn't it be a continuum and they should be at least struggling? It takes me a second to smash your coping, if you are really that much more intelligent than I am, are you not tired of bullshitting yourself? There is nothing wrong with your motives, not at all. Just your strategies to achieve what you desire fail you miserably, which is obvious even in this limited space. It must be obvious to you, too.
You're the type of person who's decided to believe all the worst things about me, all the insecurities and bad things, those things I'm allegedly ashamed of. You see nothing good about me. You choose to torture me by refusing me your love and admiration. Why? What power do you think you'd be giving me? It's all in your head.
Not my feelings towards you. But now I know that that's how you want me to see you. You are imaging again. Is it obvious to you as well? Is this a meta cognitive RP we are doing, or are you really that clueless? Ever read someone analyzing and assuming things about you and you just sit there and it does not resonate with you at all? It can't just be awkward for me right now. What do you mean I refuse to give you love? I gave you love for free tonight. Did you notice that you quietly exchanged 'attention' for 'love' when you replied to my text? That confusion is probably at the root of your misery. You are really an open book. No need of harsh words, you are thirsty, here, have some water. Happy I could be of help to you tonight. Don't drink too much. It is salt water.
There are plenty of highly intelligent people that are able to have intimate relationships. Are you more intelligent than all of them?
I'd say most of them, yes. Top 0.1% or so.
And if so, shouldn't it be a continuum and they should be at least struggling?
Would you be feeling lonely if the only people you knew were severely autistic? Most extremely smart people are quite lonely in a crowd full of dolts. It can be entertaining to watch monkeys such as yourself fling poo. Entertaining, but lonely. So lonely..
Once subject to scrutiny, your logic falls apart.
It takes me a second to smash your coping, if you are really that much more intelligent than I am, are you not tired of bullshitting yourself?
Why are you so offended by my claiming that I am more intelligent than you? Why can't I have that? It's clear to me as day that out of the two of us, I'm superior. Why is it not to you?
There is nothing wrong with your motives, not at all. Just your strategies to achieve what you desire fail you miserably, which is obvious even in this limited space. It must be obvious to you, too.
Simply criticizing me over your wounded ego.... Not useful. The problem is you, and not me. How would you feel less lonely if you were surrounded by mentally disabled people who were raised in a different family and environment?
Not my feelings towards you. But now I know that that's how you want me to see you. You are imaging again. Is it obvious to you as well? Is this a meta cognitive RP we are doing, or are you really that clueless? Ever read someone analyzing and assuming things about you and you just sit there and it does not resonate with you at all? It can't just be awkward for me right now. What do you mean I refuse to give you love? I gave you love for free tonight. Did you notice that you quietly exchanged 'attention' for 'love' when you replied to my text? That confusion is probably at the root of your misery. You are really an open book. No need of harsh words, you are thirsty, here, have some water. Happy I could be of help to you tonight. Don't drink too much. It is salt water.
You were before you refused to admit I am more intelligent than you are, because it would wound your ego. I don't actually care, I'm used to it. Yet, your post is so emotionally charged that it's hard to miss. That you don't see it yourself is curious.
I don't want you to hate me. I want you to..... Give me something novel. Anything. Yet, you're reguriating the same things I've read over and over again by different people. I'm not going to lie, I respect you more than Butterboy there, but... I can't help feeling a little bit disappointed by how unchallenging and predictable you are.
Do you believe it will hurt me if you call me thirsty? Have I not said I want love and attention? Why you try the thing you do to your girl is probably because you enjoy seeing people in pain, and that's the character you want others to see in you. Otherwise you wouldn't broadcast it. Just like I wouldn't broadcast that I'm lonely and in need of love, Or is it tit-for-tat? Or perhaps you are being genuine, and you run a charity. You're helping me. If that is the case, I thank you, and I request for more help. This isn't awkward to me at all. Perhaps that's another reason why I'm lonely... I have no sense of shame. It's one of the reasons I'm smarter than you.
Buttered Toast: (Lolling at a German dude's English grammar)
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I don't want you to hate me. I want you to..... Give me something novel. Anything. Yet, you're reguriating the same things I've read over and over again by different people. I'm not going to lie, I respect you more than Butterboy there, but... I can't help feeling a little bit disappointed by how unchallenging and predictable you are.
You act like you yourself are original when your behavior is 101 sociopath tier. It could be from a movie or some shit. Put a bit less effort in structure and language of your posts and it's Aizen. Im sorry to offend you.
Do you believe it will hurt me if you call me thirsty? Have I not repeatedly said I want love and attention? Why you try the thing you do to your girl is probably because you enjoy seeing people in pain, and that's the character you want others to see in you. Otherwise you wouldn't broadcast it. Just like I wouldn't broadcast that I'm lonely and in need of love, Or is it tit-for-tat?
I am not known as someone cruel here. I generally do not enjoy seeing people in pain. So you are wrong about me, which just supports my assumptions about you imaging, projecting and being delusional. Maybe try to talk to me instead of talking to an idea of me. Were you not complaining about having troubles to connect with others?
Just a quick summery of your last post: 50% definitive statements about your extraordinary intelligence and superiority similar to how religious cooks talk about their (false) beliefs, 50% (false) assumptions about me, most of which can objectively be falsified such as that I am a person that enjoys seeing people suffer. It is hard for me to reply anything constructive on this basis in the same way as it would be hard for me to light a fire with wet wood.
Call me a monkey again and I won't speak to you ever again.