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You're like a chill brute, a minotaur in a place of red painted walls trying to find his bearings. 

You're actually pretty cool in a lot of ways, but it doesn't seem to be too hard for people to lead you around with a piece of bait and then laugh as a group at what they'd motivated you into doing. 

I still figure in my unlicensed opinion you are expressing Alexythymic symptoms. You often seem to under report your symptoms that are otherwise telegraphed more loudly through self-demonstration. This tends to lead to people thinking the Alex is lying, when really the Alex has little to no idea as to why people keep getting at them over something they aren't as readily observing, leading to a series of assumptions to explain reality in lieu of that blind spot. 

If you practiced more self-awareness for your emotions I don't think you'd have next-to-any problems. Given the past context as you've described it, shutting down your capacity to process your feelings would be a classic coping mechanism against power-based abuse. 

Thrill Kill has similar beginnings despite otherwise being in many ways a different person. 

Why'd you go for Golf Carts anyway, and not people? That seems like a catharsis that doesn't have to do with direct conflict, a lesser of two evils poison. 

I'd guess it's from trapped feelings of some kind needing an outlet, but you'd likely guess a different reason. 

Sad, tryna fit in at times, but you're fine

When you aren't instigating or fawning over your own appearance, you're actually good company with traditional but refreshing stances on issues. 

I think your crippling trait is vanity. A person that is concerned with taking a selfie after they have stabbed themselves repeatedly, needs to lower their emphasis on appearance.

In terms of strengths, I'd say you have a good desire to better yourself. A good example was just today, when you came forward, admitted you were the target in question in the discord niggas thread, then deleted those screenshots. I know you also had another instance similar to this you talked about on discord and even this thread in itself is a good reflective example. People don't do this shit, they rationalize how they feel instead of being harsh with themselves.

It's a good trait and I would like to see more of it in people here

That kid in middle school who thinks he is an actual werewolf and deffinately has a girlfriend but you dont know her she goes to a different schooland everyone thinks they're really weird, but they dont notice and are content with their 500 yu gi oh cards and a real dinosaur bone they found in the woods

You are defensive and sensitive but you have pride and drive to win and improve yourself like Kestrel said, which is good. Vanity can create a certain charisma (people believe those who believe in themselves and their ideas, from scamming experience xD). If you steered your will and aggression in the right places, for example into being a succesful salesman instead of arsonist or beggar, I think you could go very very very far. The potential and ability is there, only needs directed.

Your personality definitely doesn't match the other parts. How can someone so aggressive and narcissistic be so introverted? I'd expect you to be a chatterbox. It's still very interesting to observe.

I will update this as more thoughts flow to my mind

Bossroach said: 

Your personality definitely doesn't match the other parts. How can someone so aggressive and narcissistic be so introverted? I'd expect you to be a chatterbox. It's still very interesting to observe.

 What gave you the impression of being introverted? 

idk who u are how did u even find this forum weirdo hope prison is fun and u can live out all your gayest fantasies in there 

Blatantly transparent attention whoring thread.