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I dont know if I ever would have found Jesus if it wasnt for my rapist. this is controversial but Jesus used rape to save me

I have major ptsd and am in extreme shock so I am maybe saying really stupid stuff idk I am trauma bonded and scared

Jesus is healing me tho everything is going to be fine

I know I do not love my rapist, nor do I want his fake love or him ripping and tearing into me pouring out all of his hatred on me

but I am in a state of shock and confusion and scared

why don't you call a trauma centre and talk to someone there?

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natasha87 said: 

why don't you call a trauma centre and talk to someone there?

Jesus is my counselor, I post on here when I need to remember important mental changes so I am less likely to slip back into old patterns. It's like a reality check to prevent gaslighting, also I am embarassed to talk to normal people about what I'm going thru

You feel good? Or you feel bad? Does God feel good or bad?

Virgo said: 

You feel good? Or you feel bad? Does God feel good or bad?

Jesus always feels good. Sinning is what leads to negative consequences. I feel bad when I get stuck in sin addictions but the victories over sin feel amazing and having more of Jesus's love and holy spirit in me is the best feeling in existence