i honestly, question if i should even share this, because it is the most disturbing and vile thing i have ever read. please proceed with caution, and if you are susceptible to paranoia about conspiracy theories, government conspiracy involving the CIA, or the church, mind control, the illuminati, codes, or other paranoid, thought processes i don't recommend you read this.
if you are sensitive to topics about satanic ritual abuse, crystals, magic, cults, religion and angels, witch craft, drugging, mind control, child sexual abuse and other types of child abuse, mental programming techniques, mentions of hallucinations and hypnosis, and government conspiracy involving the CIA, human experimentation, and dissociation i don't recommend reading.
this is some seriously disturbing stuff to read, and the author doesn't sugar coat it. and if you don't have a good solid mental foundation, i could see someone easily getting swept away by this.
please understand that this author is talking about satanic ritual abuse, it was written in the 80's during the infamous, 'satanic panic' and it's since been 'debunked' and SRA is no longer considered even real (though some do obviously believe it is still). you can do your own research on that end and form your own opinion.
https://citeseerx.ist.psu.edu/viewdoc/download?doi=10.1.1.656.9508&rep=rep1&type=pdf
the reason i wanted to research this, was because there are people on the internet pointing out that someone claiming to have DID, has quite a lot of factors about themselves that aligns with this book word for word, almost as if they cherry picked from it and used it to portray their DID. this was used as a source in a fake claiming video.
i decided to thumb through it to see how spot on it was.