surely if the urge to kill yourself is this strong and pretty much constantly there, it must be so difficult not to give in right? what keeps you from doing it? do you think one day you will?
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surely if the urge to kill yourself is this strong and pretty much constantly there, it must be so difficult not to give in right? what keeps you from doing it? do you think one day you will?
I believe in God, don’t have a gun yet, and have a baby to protect and take care of. I probably will do it one day, but I’ll also be rich one day, so I might not want to by then. It’s just the stress that gets me depressed and then the depression stresses me out, so it's a cycle. I would obviously make sure the baby is safe if I did it soon though.
I’m not feeling it now, but it randomly comes and goes. I also feel like a failure right now, which is why being rich might make me less inclined to do it. I just can’t find a dude I like that likes me, which is like all I care about, but I can buy a guy once I’m rich, so I see a light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s so far and after so much work that I’m not sure I want to go through that first.
surely if the urge to kill yourself is this strong and pretty much constantly there, it must be so difficult not to give in right? what keeps you from doing it? do you think one day you will?
I believe in God, don’t have a gun yet, and have a baby to protect and take care of. I probably will do it one day, but I’ll also be rich one day, so I might not want to by then. It’s just the stress that gets me depressed and then the depression stresses me out, so it's a cycle. I would obviously make sure the baby is safe if I did it soon though.
I’m not feeling it now, but it randomly comes and goes. I also feel like a failure right now, which is why being rich might make me less inclined to do it. I just can’t find a dude I like that likes me, which is like all I care about, but I can buy a guy once I’m rich, so I see a light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s so far and after so much work that I’m not sure I want to go through that first.
Sounds like mood swings and ideations, rather than direct risk.
What sorts of things have you done when you 'felt it'?
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surely if the urge to kill yourself is this strong and pretty much constantly there, it must be so difficult not to give in right? what keeps you from doing it? do you think one day you will?
I believe in God, don’t have a gun yet, and have a baby to protect and take care of. I probably will do it one day, but I’ll also be rich one day, so I might not want to by then. It’s just the stress that gets me depressed and then the depression stresses me out, so it's a cycle. I would obviously make sure the baby is safe if I did it soon though.
I’m not feeling it now, but it randomly comes and goes. I also feel like a failure right now, which is why being rich might make me less inclined to do it. I just can’t find a dude I like that likes me, which is like all I care about, but I can buy a guy once I’m rich, so I see a light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s so far and after so much work that I’m not sure I want to go through that first.
Sounds like mood swings and ideations, rather than direct risk.
What sorts of things have you done when you 'felt it'?
Tried to jump out of a window, dug into my wrist looking for a vein and took pills. It’s a constant thought I have, but I’m better able to ignore it sometimes.
just seems like constant attention seeking
Whatever you say.
surely if the urge to kill yourself is this strong and pretty much constantly there, it must be so difficult not to give in right? what keeps you from doing it? do you think one day you will?
I believe in God, don’t have a gun yet, and have a baby to protect and take care of. I probably will do it one day, but I’ll also be rich one day, so I might not want to by then. It’s just the stress that gets me depressed and then the depression stresses me out, so it's a cycle. I would obviously make sure the baby is safe if I did it soon though.
I’m not feeling it now, but it randomly comes and goes. I also feel like a failure right now, which is why being rich might make me less inclined to do it. I just can’t find a dude I like that likes me, which is like all I care about, but I can buy a guy once I’m rich, so I see a light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s so far and after so much work that I’m not sure I want to go through that first.
Sounds like mood swings and ideations, rather than direct risk.
What sorts of things have you done when you 'felt it'?Tried to jump out of a window,
Did you even make it out the window, or did you just stare out it all gloomy and decide that was enough to make the list?
dug into my wrist looking for a vein
No knives?
and took pills.
What pills and how many?
It’s a constant thought I have, but I’m better able to ignore it sometimes.
Sounds like you're mostly fine, mostly ideation within the bounds others think it.
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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