Your own deity, that which is your version of Jesus, frowns upon exactly this type of ideology of hypocrisy and judgment.
Technically Turquie worships the goddess within, she's using Jesus as more of a model or guide.
At her core she's a Satanist.That isn't how satanism works
Satanism is self-worship, treating yourself as your own god.
She's written many passages about her deific self, and how she chose to incarnate as she is now to suffer enough to teach her goddess form hard lessons about reality.