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Last time I went thru my Christian phase I thought that I had committed the unforgivable sin and it was too late for me anyway so eff it, and then used that as fuel to doubt Jesus was real all over again 

 

this time idc if I committed the unforgivable sin or not I'm still going to keep trying to stop sinning because I realized how completely evil I was, and also however it happened I just believe now like I feel very convinced Jesus is the living Judaic God and the one true God. That's freaking faithfulness lol to dedicate your life to a God who could be like Nah I'm still going to burn you

last edit on 5/27/2021 11:52:56 PM
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one of the things that I feel strengthens my faith is that when I was suffocating last month, after I gave my life to Jesus and started the process of eliminating sin I could breathe again

And to add to this a couple years ago I had a dream where I was suffocating and this creepy old lady voice (sleep paralysis demon thing) was like "You need Jesus!" and I prayed during then too and it worked then too so this has been like a recurring theme lol

last edit on 5/28/2021 1:09:54 AM
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this is why I was scared I caused covid but honestly I think I was just a scapegoat for the Illuminati and fallen angels and Satan, because Satan was an angel of music btw did you know that? There are multiple verses in the bible about it https://www.turnbacktogod.com/lucifer-angel-of-music/?amp=1

Ezekiel 28:13

"13 You were in Eden, the garden of God;
Every precious stone was your covering:
The sardius, topaz, and diamond,
Beryl, onyx, and jasper,
Sapphire, turquoise, and emerald with gold.
The workmanship of your timbrels and pipes
Was prepared for you on the day you were created."

 

So ya I got pinned for being a siren and a succubus and whatever but what do you think Satan is

last edit on 5/28/2021 1:27:02 AM
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If I wasnt able to be saved why would Jesus give me breath when I pray for it? This is the ultimate question

last edit on 5/28/2021 1:36:26 AM
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Also me not being dead by now for other reasons involving Satan is a whole other conundrum too lol cuz that asshole wanted me dead and I'm definitely not helping him achieve anything rn thats for sure

last edit on 5/28/2021 2:10:00 AM
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Schizophrenia and Jesus is like peas and carrots

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