the more I humiliate myself the Jesus way, the softer my heart gets and the more peace and joy I have
humiliating myself the satan way led only to complete emptiness and rage and revenge lust
Wait why do both deities request you to 'humiliate yourself'?
well as the legend goes I was created equal to man whereas Eve was created from the rib of man and is by nature subservient
for me since I'm equal, I have to willingly allow myself to become subservient. and it feels a lot like forcing myself because I like being the authority but I finally came to realize that without masculine energy even I have nothing to stabilize myself on
The path of Lilith is the opposite of subservience, the struggle between Adam and Lilith in the first place was over how neither would bend to the will of the other one.
There's also pretty much no reason for Lilith to bend a knee to Jesus, this is blasphemy upon the very texts you aim to shroud yourself with. Lilith's primary objective is to come out on top, presenting an energy within her femininity that many would associate as overtly masculine not too dissimilar from Amazons and shit.
if there were only females in the world or I existed all on my own I wouldnt enjoy it. it feels boring.
You wouldn't know the difference if it's all you ever knew, much like how you don't know how much better or worse life would be like with Trunk-People.
I like having males to play with. and even with Jesus I have a playful relationship sometimes altho much more respectful
You blaspheme on Lilith's name.
Hssss.
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