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tbh I still get scared that im going to be satanically sacrificed


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but I know I deserve hell so I would rather die a christian even though it is making me softer and gentle and weak and easy prey

May 1 should have been my death date according to the prophecies we were messing around with soo idk seems like Jesus is real, I cant seem to escape Him lol

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I blasphemed the holy spirit when I was younger bc it was supposed to be unforgivable, tried selling my soul to satan, thought the holy grail and life of brian were 2 of the most hilarious movies ever, I did everything I could to try to escape Him he wont let me lol. maybe i've just been secretly obsessed with Jesus all along

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Why can't you escape him? 

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based schizo 

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based schizo 

I mean when you think about it, what is it that makes your perspective more valid than hers? 

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based schizo 

I mean when you think about it, what is it that makes your perspective more valid than hers? 

 Love 4 wat is concrete, palpable and material instead of wanting to be on the good graces of imaginary based cloud boy 

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Why can't you escape him? 

bc I was becoming super powerful as a witch and then my victims I was targeting feeding off of their life force that I was going to use as a step ladder used Jesus against me to stop me and it worked lol. All I can say is the Fear of the Lord has been put into me

I already spent a couple months trying to prove to myself eternal hell wasnt real a couple years back to even get my inhibitions down enough to become a powerful witch, but then guess what stopped me from trying to basically energetically serial kill America and try to become Queen of it? Jesus

last edit on 5/19/2021 2:12:57 AM
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they werent christians, but the scripture I was using to boast about my omnipotence and that I was going to become Queen of America, they were able to use that same scripture to empower them to have been able to satanic sacrifice me

on top of I wasnt able to breathe from whatever they were doing and was suffocating. and ya you can say that they out-witchcrafted me but it ruined being a witch for me so I might as well be a christian and a good person now

last edit on 5/19/2021 2:54:47 AM
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but turncoat if you even knew how much bloodthirsty rage I had inside, how much seething hatred the intensity of it against all of humanity all for just not being treated like I was perfect by everyone throughout my lifetime, and how Jesus literally calms all of that in me like a pacifier, it makes you wonder

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