she paid me for free
the therapy was for free, the lesson was costly.
consumed by avarice
He doesn’t love me.
I thought you said all your dudes loved you unconditionally or some shit?
He loves the idea of being rich and retiring early. You still have a chance. You’re already rich. Use that to your advantage. Never give up on love. Throw cash at it and watch it bend to your will.
So you're totally cool with her paying for a sex worker?
Have you not seen what I’ve gone through to find love? I condone any method that you’re comfortable with. Chapo isn’t my dude. He’s my dude like I like him, but he’s not my dude in the same way as my exes were. Chapo is in it for the cash. My exes just loved me unconditionally. I haven’t even dated Chapo yet, but honestly, I don’t even know what’s happening. I’m being weird and starting to hate myself even more than before because I just feel like I’m pathetic and I’m just tired of myself. Whatever happens, I’ll be free because I’m moving somewhere this summer, no matter what. Could be just a few miles away, but it’s happening. I don’t need a dude to not live where I live now.
AlmightyJim said:i recalled that back in march 2020 i made a fake aubrieta account and pretended to meet up with chapo, then you tried to prevent the meeting by sending chapo (me) money, so I had an ideaHahahaha oh man that's rich, she 'found closure' from being scammed over and over again. Within those bounds you're doing more for her than any therapist ever could:
It saddens me to see people taking advantage of someone’s love. Love is hard enough without being scammed because of it. I love king of the hill, by the way. I love Chapo and I’d pay him to not ghost me, but I can’t right now. I can’t really decide whether I’m okay with being just a sexy piggyback in the future or not. I just feel worthless right now. I don’t know.
Have you not seen what I’ve gone through to find love?
I have, you're going about it like a cumdump. If you're looking for something more long term you're going about it all wrong.
My exes just loved me unconditionally.
Jim, C4, Tryp, Barrel, all of these did?
If it's 'unconditionally', why don't they anymore? To me, it sounds like conditions broke it, unless you mean that they're still pining for you even now?
I’m being weird and starting to hate myself even more than before because I just feel like I’m pathetic and I’m just tired of myself.
You expect to be able to use people the way you wish they'd use you, and when that becomes one sided you get violent.
I don’t need a dude to not live where I live now.
Good thing that dudes are like 49.2% of the planet.
I moreso wonder what's made you stuck with e-fucking.
It saddens me to see people taking advantage of someone’s love. Love is hard enough without being scammed because of it.
You've seemed oddly fine with it, imo.
I love king of the hill, by the way. I love Chapo and I’d pay him to not ghost me, but I can’t right now.
You're... desperate enough to pay for companionship?
I can’t really decide whether I’m okay with being just a sexy piggyback in the future or not.
I believe the term is "Sugar Mama".
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