do you ever close your eyes and see your life in front of you with all the pain, loneliness and insanity you felt and are feeling and then give your visualized self a big hug and try to acknowledge your tremendous suffering and have compassion for yourself?
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do you ever close your eyes and see your life in front of you with all the pain, loneliness and insanity you felt and are feeling and then give your visualized self a big hug and try to acknowledge your tremendous suffering and have compassion for yourself?
No, she writes it into a journal or onto SC's public chat to clear it from her mind.
She treats normal talking as if it's a Confessional.
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do you ever close your eyes and see your life in front of you with all the pain, loneliness and insanity you felt and are feeling and then give your visualized self a big hug and try to acknowledge your tremendous suffering and have compassion for yourself?
Nope. I am not worthy of my own sympathy and love. I am not really into myself and I also think I’m strong enough to not need a hug from myself. I need a hug from Chapo, but not myself. Chapo deserves my love and hugs and sympathy, but for now, I’m trying to keep my heart and head separate so I don’t go insane with jealousy. One day I’ll forgive myself and love myself, but for now, I’m working on understanding myself and why I do what I do.
do you ever close your eyes and see your life in front of you with all the pain, loneliness and insanity you felt and are feeling and then give your visualized self a big hug and try to acknowledge your tremendous suffering and have compassion for yourself?
No, she writes it into a journal or onto SC's public chat to clear it from her mind.
She treats normal talking as if it's a Confessional.
Wow, spot on man. I take any and every opportunity to let my feelings and thoughts be known to all, just in case someone else thinks or feels the way I do.
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