its so scary for me
the abuse is in the past it is safe to trust the love
youre far more intelligent than your past abusers anyway
yes this helped
its still freaking me out it feels like going up a rollercoaster and I keep wanting to resist it or slow it down lol, but then i get over it and then it become an even more intense going up a rollercoaster
Your aim to resist it's pull seems to just make it pull at you harder. What if you didn't try grasping so hard?
