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How do you know when you're being too demanding of attention?

Tryptamine said: 

How do you know when you're being too demanding of attention?

Maybe I’m not too demanding of attention just feeling in me I can’t squelch - “that one’s intense”

I’ve been in a LOT of relationships not many serious to know 

Anything relatable? 

Not really. I'm often trying to minimize contact without offending anyone, so if anything it's more of an opposite type of situation.

Dosetoo said: 

The curse of the former only child is this. Can’t be alone or “alone” with other people, well.

Always picking up the phone, calling, texting someone. Was naturally outgoing as a child. Don’t enjoy solo activity much, how do I say this concerned for cohabiting relationship. Maybe I would avoid you because I ? ? would like your attention and I know it’s too much. But only sometimes. Otherwise I’m affable, and charming to most. Substance use issues when I was younger.

 Is there something relatable in that experience? Am I very brave.
Whatever.

 I am very codependent, but only with people that I feel comfortable with. I had three siblings growing up, so I was almost always alone in my room to escape them, but they were always there if I needed anything like for one of them to go to the store for me or anything like that. I guess I use guys for that kind of stuff now, but only if I feel like they’re like family or love me unconditionally, which is more often than not. I am not good at texting or anything though, so I found that a guy who loves me unconditionally is required for me, or a guy I feel comfortable with because he won’t get bored of me when I don’t know what to say in a text. Also, I almost never text people first because it feels weird to me no matter who it is, so I like guys who are also forward and I guess manly in their relationship approach. 

I would say I’m glad I was a only child, Don’t have to deal with all that brotherhood stuff that I consider “ unnecessary “. Would have been cool if he/ she would have been able to understand me tho. 

TheMexiLoon said: 

I would say I’m glad I was a only child, Don’t have to deal with all that brotherhood stuff that I consider “ unnecessary “. Would have been cool if he/ she would have been able to understand me tho. 

 That’s the beauty of being an older sibling. Your younger siblings will understand you because they’re growing up at the same time, so you can teach them everything you know and create a better version of yourself. Mine was my younger brother. He was way better than me because I taught him everything I knew and he had more time to adapt it to his own will. He went from super shy with barely two friends, to super popular dude who ran the school.

I was his super cool and nerdy sister who was popular in school, but had most of my impressive credentials in extra curricular  activities, so he thought I was cooler than him because he knew I was even more popular in the real world and still didn’t care either way, but the people not in my clubs could only see that I knew most of the people in all of the six schools, attended parties, and still got good grades. They also knew I was rarely in school, but they didn’t necessarily know why. Anyway, I was able to keep him from noticing that he was cooler than me by using my manipulation techniques to show him I had a special skill that he didn’t. I only taught him the concept behind why the way I manipulate people works, but never taught him how because I didn’t want him to be evil like me.

That’s why he was better than me. He had all of the cool, wise and sought after character traits that I had, and the mindset, but without the evil will or the hatred for people that I had. But then he died! Now I feel alone in the world and I need a dude to fill the position. No matter where I was in the world, I knew I had someone there that I could count on and was cool enough to be proud of and proud to introduce to my friends and boyfriends, so I always felt complete and safe because he would do anything for me and to keep me safe. Now I’m alone and he can never help me again. He can’t save me or tell me I’ll be okay, and he can’t laugh with me about the old days when we were inseparable.

He can’t approve any of the guys I choose so I’ll never know if I’m making the right decision. I think I rather be an only child than have to live through such a loss. My parents didn’t love us and our other siblings were crazy, so we only had each other. We even shared the same group of friends in elementary school, after school. I got them to agree to kick him out of our group because he broke the rules by helping teachers, but I made them take him back if he shared the candy he was going to get with us. I miss him a lot and I’m so mad that he had to be the one that died.

Honestly, when I heard he died, I thought it was impossible and it must be a joke or my other brother. Then I wished it was my other brother and then like a year or less later, my other brother almost dies. I didn’t think much about it, but it’s pretty crazy. I miss my brother so much man :(

NotImportant said:

I guess I use guys for that kind of stuff now, but only if I feel like they’re like family or love me unconditionally, which is more often than not.

Hate to break it to you, but you're a slutty pump'n dump. 

Do you really think Tryp, Jim, C4, Chapo, and who knows who else from here felt unconditional love or a sense of fam with you? 

Turncoat said: 

NotImportant said:

I guess I use guys for that kind of stuff now, but only if I feel like they’re like family or love me unconditionally, which is more often than not.

Hate to break it to you, but you're a slutty pump'n dump. 

Do you really think Tryp, Jim, C4, Chapo, and who knows who else from here felt unconditional love or a sense of fam with you? 

 Exactly. Not exactly a lovable face. She is literally just a hole to be used. Typical nigger. Then she wants to blow and puff her ugly fat wide nigger nostrils and talk about how she loved the men she fucked and how they love her aswell.

To top this all of with a cherry on top of a cake the dumb nigger actually thinks she is going to be moving in with chapo. Yet again, niggers are fucking stupid. They will literally believe anything there dumb monkey mind makes up.

OK yeah I would like to recomandeer this thread.

 Thought the reason I was "dumped" was for the above reasons but I think not now. Moral of the story = too much introspection = bad.