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acid head finally snaps


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he's a really nice guy no hate. 

 

I just made a click bait title. 

 

ok the first half of this video is really difficult to grasp. I've thought about this concept though from a really young age, I used to go around asking people, "is nothing something?" and they'd scratch their head at it for a minute and then I'd go, "it's something to think about." 

like I've thought about it though from the perspective of meditation how difficult it is to reach a place of complete nothingness and silence, a cognitive off switch.

however I have done it before, it required extreme duress. a psychiatrist may define it as dissociation as well, so I'm still not totally sure how to define what I experienced. 

but I've often found hinduism, always has a term, a label, etc. a definition and a greater understanding of things I have experienced in life. that christianity doesn't even mention. 

 

 at 4:15 what he talks about here I've found to be true  

last edit on 7/9/2019 2:42:02 AM
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for those of you who don't know, these are my kind of people. 

 

this is what my friends IRL are like. these are the kind of people I belonged to most growing up, and surrounded myself with. this is the group of people I met my crazy boyfriend in and wound up going to Mexico and traveling all over with. 

 

these are my humble beginnings. this is what I mean when I say I wasn't fitting in with other girls in that learning to be a lady thread, talking about how I had dreads and, naturally didn't gravitate toward the things they did or enjoyed. 

 

I was originally very anti-consumerism anti-materialism. my veganism began in 4th grade. I rejected a lot about todays modern culture and society, simply for the sake of believing there had to be a better way. I was disgruntled, I felt like things were primitive, narrow minded, shallow, counterintuitive. across many areas of life. 

 

I really have had a total 180 from how I used to be like, pre-20's to how I am now as an adult version of myself. 

 

but yeah it will always be a part of me and I'll always have an appreciation for others who are the same way. 

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what he goes onto talk about later is a concept known as "flow" which was actually created studied defined by a man who studied this concept and coined the term. 

 

"flow" 

 

yes. 

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Do you do acid?

Sc is pretty boring.
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Past tense yes

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He gives me bad vibes. 

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how so 

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The eyes look predatory, he's too self-directed, his energy is too piercing and sharp, he seems to want to impress people to impress himself in response, he likes hearing himself talk and any attempt to talk with the guy would probably just be flooded with him talking about himself instead of people he knows (beyond as a self-elevator), showing where he's otherwise looking at all times. 

I prefer trippers that are humbler, part of their environment and experiences instead of self-reflecting like they're the center of everything. The real deal also tends to look a little high all the time, like a perma-bake even during points in their life where they'd never tried drugs. 

Tripping with him would not be a group experience, a shared experience, he'd make it entirely about himself and drag in those around him as a result. He has way too much "Me-Me-Me" going on. 

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last edit on 7/9/2019 1:40:17 PM
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this is how he is stoned and hanging with a friend, he's actually pretty cool 

I like the guy haha 

last edit on 7/9/2019 1:52:58 PM
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I've actually watched some stuff with the dude on the right, he's good vibes. 

This video's further emphasizing some of my initial thoughts though for your dude. 

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