Do you ever self-reflect? I never do, and I would probably start thinking it's a problem, if I ever thought about it.
I wonder why I care so much about Jimmy ignoring me. Is it because I want to prove I am worthy of his attention and love, or is it because I feel bitter that I invested so much to help him grow as a person and feel safe on SC only to get nothing in return? I feel that Jimmy has been hurtful towards my feellings and the 50$ that he requested for ever replying to me really crossed the boundary. Am I so unlovable and abandoned that not even a bald fat pedophile will pay any attention to me? Come to think of it, my life on this forum has been one full of failures. Despite my attempts to mask my disappointment with satire, I feel empty on the inside after every one of my pointless interactions with Med, who likewise ignores me, Chai, who only pretends to love me but secretly despises my inability to grow as a person, and Chapo, who baits me with his friendliness. I only feel shame in my inability not to be a real boy. How I wish God could hear my prayers.
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I would think narc's don't self reflect at all?
Why do you think that?
Because they project much which is the opposite of self reflection.
Really?
Because they project much which is the opposite of self reflection.
reflecting too much = unable to accept reality
they reflect the most which ends up killing the purpose