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Are you sure you are pure borderline? You can have more pds as well. Probably Borderline + ASPD

ddddddd said: 

Are you sure you are pure borderline? You can have more pds as well. Probably Borderline + ASPD

 ASPD hmm...I used to think that it's impossible for me to have that as I am very sensitive and needy for love but that's the BPD part I guess. Let me see what things could point to ASPD.

I enjoy tricking and defrauding people, it gives me a sense of intellectual superiority and domination, I also enjoy their anger and pain from this, I used to go to places I scammed people and fish for their hurt reactions pretendign I am a victim like them or just posting pictures of me in a hotel with whores saying "Thanks for the money guys, I am having the time of my life with your money, you are very generous", then feeding off the angry replies and police threats.

I get a sense of control and sexual excitement from sexually forcing myself on my partners (things they dont want like anal  for ex) and hurting them emotionally or physically, I used to hit chicks/twinks just to make em cry then get hard and want to fuck em, i get turned on by crying and vulnerability in general, also taking someones autonomy / power forcibly thru rape. I watch alot of porn where women are crying and being brused in some form

I enjoy getting people to believe shit I make up or getting emotional reactions out of them, whether it be anger or hurt or even positive ones

I enjoy getting one over other people, like making them look like clowns or whatever, yesterday in a mental health server there was this turkish chick, I sent her insults in turkish then edited to english, making it seem like i was fixing typos, then she complained to a mod about it, I told em it's typos and implied shes crazy, then they banned her, I laughed about that for like an hour, and it was a massive ego boost.

I used to make up entire personalities and lives online, get em attached to me, get em to do shit like cut for me or send me money, that's how the scam stuff began, I was just larping for attention, then I realized I could do that instead

 Now that I look into it again, these could be just NPD traits, my mom was diagnosed malignant NPD (and she freaked out when I found out the paper that said it kek) by a psych so uhhhh, it could be a component. Could also explain the rage when I feel slighted or insulted

It would give me great pleasure to see you tortured and begging for forgiveness, and I occasionally fantasize about killing you. You're quite good at eliciting an emotional reaction.

they want you to send more to prove them wrong. classic tactic on thots in high school

I actually get most of my information about someone from reading a person's face, from structure to expression.

You face is more rounded, and not particularly broad or chiseled. That often correlates with a more sensitive personality. If you look up the effects of androgens on facial structure, it ends up making sense. Like, when is the last time you seen someone who looks like Brock Lesnar having massive anxiety and freakouts. Reference picture: 

Also you often look sad or off in your pictures. As if you want people to see you and be social, but you're not totally feeling it. I don't recommend faking being happy, but yeah that's the vibe I get.

You can definitely see the barely restrained bitch rage in ur fish eyes