I know you're trying to piss me off by misspelling my name you fucking bitch. Did Xadem tell you to do that?
Til death do us part, remember that? You'd better come home before I run out of patience and decide to release you from our vows sooner than anticipated.
good example of using religion to control other people. the bad side of religion
I've been largely quiet about the things that shiftycunt has been saying as I really didn't want this to be public,
He gave me mdma, got me blind drunk and raped me. Rape was all I knew at that point and I blamed myself for everything... and he told me he loved me...
If this mother fucker did this to someone close to me, he'd have a bullet in his head and his dead body fed to the pigs.
What cult was it?
not one you would have heard of, christian based, don't really want to get into details
What’s it called? I can try to look it up myself and save you the trouble.
they call themselves the bible believers, tho I don't think you'll have any luck finding them online.
I've been largely quiet about the things that shiftycunt has been saying as I really didn't want this to be public, but I think it's time I went on record with the truth. His name is Damien and he's my lying, abusive ex husband. This is how we actually met and became addicted to heroin and what happened after.
When I was 16 my older brother took me to shifty's house and together they gave me drugs and alcohol, most of what I remember from that night is a conversation where my brother was blaming me for times when he abused me as a child and shifty stripping and bathing me after I threw up.
Shifty started messaging me on facebook when I was 17 and establishing himself as someone I could trust and talk to about the cult I was living in. He told me I needed to experience more of life and that when I turned 18 I should go clubbing and meet new people. I told him I couldn't afford to and he said I could go with him and his friends and that he'd pay for me, I naively thought he was just being nice. Turns out it was just us, no friends. He gave me mdma, got me blind drunk and raped me. Rape was all I knew at that point and I blamed myself for everything... and he told me he loved me...
That weekend he injected me with heroin for the first time while I cried because I was terrified of needles. Ofc I liked it, I had never felt safe before, but being on opiates made me feel like nothing could hurt me.
I wanted to escape from my family and he told me that he would protect me, so two weeks later he turned up at my house in the middle of the night and I ran away with him.
After six months we got married and I thought I was trapped, I was still heavily religious at this time.
He abused me for years and kept me high a lot of the time. I stopped caring about whether I lived or died or what happened to me, I was broken and convinced I was worthless and that I belonged to him. Drugs became my only escape.
In October of 2017, on my 22nd birthday, I overdosed. A week later I overdosed again. That experience solidified what I had been slowly realising for a long time: that the life I was living was worse than death, and that I wanted to actually live. I started trying to quit opiates. He tried to keep me taking them but around christmas time I put my foot down for good and detoxed. Shifty didn't like that and shit got really intense at home. About a month had passed on the night I found sc. I couldn't sleep because of the pain from one of his beatings and I was lonely so I googled “sociopath community” and wound up being online for like 16hrs and meeting Xadem. I wanted out, and Xad gave me the strength to finally leave.
Xadem is the best thing that's ever happened to me and Shifty was possibly the worst. Last year with Xad's help I finally took out a restraining order against shifty but he hasn't stopped harassing us. He's been fined for breaching the order before and if he gets caught again then he's going to jail, it's only a matter of time.
Damien had never been as addicted to heroin as I was but when I started getting clean things started getting worse for him, and now he's a pathetic heavy addict who spends his time stalking his ex. He seems to be unwilling to admit to himself that I don't love him and that I'm never going back to him. The truth is that I hate him. He will never be a fraction of the man Xad is, he's the worst kind of scum and I wish he were dead.
Then why did you send your nudes to another man while you were dating Xad? Very confusing since Xad is the best and there's no reason to betray such a great guy. I understand the abuse and drugs, this dude sounds like Jim to me, but when a guy helps you escape and is actually good to you, and then you turn around and send another guy your nudes, that's almost as bad as what Damien did. That is something I cannot respect. You are partially to blame for what happened to you in the past, but Xad wasn't, so why break his heart after he saved you? Scar, I used to like you a lot, and I used to like Damien when I first came here, but now after going through something similar to what you went through with Damien, I cannot respect you for what you did to Xad. I don't think I ever will. To me, Xad is far too good of a person to be with someone like you. You were loyal to Damien all of that time, even though he was evil to you, and you couldn't be loyal to the guy who was nice to you and actually saved you from a bad situation?
It's hard for me to feel sorry for someone who inflicts pain on someone who doesn't deserve it, after having the same thing happen to them. You knew how it felt to be taken for granted, yet you did that to the best guy you have ever known. There is no good guy in this story you presented. You would have gotten sympathy, but you turned around and became almost as bad as the guy you hate. It's like Jim hating his mom and then literally becoming her. She shouldn't have done those things to him, but he shouldn't have done those things to me. I loved him and respected him for surviving and escaping his tortured youth, which is what I felt for you during this story, but knowing what you did after, and knowing that Jim turned into his mom after all, has turned you and Jim from being victims who deserve sympathy and respect for escaping, into the evil people you escaped from. You are no better than all of the people who hurt innocent people because they were hurt and because of this, your story means nothing to me. You did not escape, you added to the evilness in the world by betraying Xad. Now, he will have that scar for life and if you leave him, he may add to the evil in this world as well. The only way to escape from your past is to bring goodness into this world as a thank you to the world and the people who helped you escape, for your newfound freedom and safety. Xad is the only one I feel sorry for in this story.
I know you're trying to piss me off by misspelling my name you fucking bitch. Did Xadem tell you to do that?
Oh Such a big scary internet man move. You think that's enough to piss me off? LOL
I bet Xadem wrote that last part and told her to post it.
The truth is your feelings are irrelevant. Til death do us part, remember that? You'd better come home before I run out of patience and decide to release you from our vows sooner than anticipated.
Leave Xadem THE FUCK alone.
You're so fucking dense oh my god but try your best to understand this: leaving you was MY IDEA. I'm not some helpless pawn who can't do anything with Xadem whispering in my ear. I'm more than capable of writing my own posts and making my own decisions.
You're a sad sad little man and I pity you.
He can't fight his own battles? Lmao sending a little girl in to protect him.
What's wrong Xadem? Are you feeling attacked? Am I bothering you?
If I were a little man I don't think you would have bled so much when I raped your pretty little arsehole. Did it ever heal fully?
okay this is getting hot, how did you end up raping her?
Which time? Lmao
She's my damaged goods now lol no one else will ever really love her. Xadem's just playing games.
you sound like thrill kill, she bragged about going on a murder spree but ended up just being an edgy wannabe
I'm no fake.
ask Scarlett about how violent I can be.
You are disgusting, but at least you own it. Please share your wisdom with Jim. He beats people and then cries after, pretending he didn't want to do it. You are at least a real man who knows how terrible he is and owns up to it. This is not me condoning your abusive behavior, but I do condone your lack of remorse. If you are going to be evil, you should accept that it is who you are, and you have. You are probably a sad little man on the inside, but at least you keep it bottled up and make yourself look true and authentic. That being said, Scar is over you and even if Xad told her to say everything she said, it was right of her to say it and you know it.
She is not a great person, you are not a great person, but as far as I know, Xad is a great person, so if I were you, I would give up and move on because as long as Xad is willing to put up with your ex's slutty behavior, you will not be able to do anything bad to her. Xad will make sure she is safe and that you are far away from her. I am hilariously invested in this retarded thing because I am slightly interested in murdering someone at some point and you seem like a good candidate. If I were not pregnant, I would go to Australia and make you my first victim, torturing you until you pass out, over and over again. I wish I could show you how it feels be as powerless as you are, but you have come up with a coping mechanism that shields you from that reality, so all there is left to do is murder you with words.
Damn, this is sad. You've been thru alot of stuff and had an awful life with these people. If I knew this was your past I would've never attacked you scar chan. Hugs
You would have beat her for no reason like you did to me. Stop lying to everyone. You are not kind or merciful. You are exactly like her abuser, but less confident and a liar.
I know you're trying to piss me off by misspelling my name you fucking bitch. Did Xadem tell you to do that?
Oh Such a big scary internet man move. You think that's enough to piss me off? LOL
I bet Xadem wrote that last part and told her to post it.
The truth is your feelings are irrelevant. Til death do us part, remember that? You'd better come home before I run out of patience and decide to release you from our vows sooner than anticipated.
>this level of delusion
cope harder faggot
Xad, you are a great guy. Make sure that you take care of yourself too, not just Scar. Don't let her walk all over you just because she was a victim. Victims don't have the right to hurt other people just because they have been hurt. Don't become the victim yourself Xad. Forgive and forget, but make sure she will not disrespect you again. I am sure you have talked to her about her nude sharing issue, but as a good guy, you are at risk of being taken advantage of, so watch out man.
