Listen up kids. I am 68 years of age. I want to give all of you a quick reality check.
You never know just how fucked up this world truly is. Believe me. Just when you think you are sick twisted and fucked up there is always someone out there who is 100x more twisted than you.
Do not listen to main stream media they are lies. You cannot rely on mainstream media as a way to survive and become independent in this lawless jungle. What you have been told is lies.
Do you honestly think ted bundy was the only serial killer in his era to be like that? In his time there was probably 1000 more people 10x more fucked up than him and had crimes that were 10000x more sickening than his. Ted bundy was just unfortunate to be caught.
Just when you think this world couldn't be any more fucked up. Do not give up to the mind set that someone can seemingly be innocent. Never trust those people.
You might think you are the toughest baddest person there is. Nope there is literally always going to be somebody who is tougher and more cruel than you will ever be. Do not rely on your imagination surrounding the real world. Now picture the most sick and fucked up thing you can think of. Great now realise that you young idiots think there can't be anything more sick than that WRONG. The first thinking fault you can make is relying on that. In actual honesty even the pedophilic ''monsters'' of this forum would puke barrels if I told them some of my first hand experiences I have had with people during my 60 years of living.
Sometimes there are things more fucked up beyond your imagination, what you have done and what you have seen in the media.
All these mainstream celebrities provide a front. A normal civility of politeness, mental stableness and charity. What they do behind that, what they say. What they do behind closed doors. Will forever remain a mystery. The girl you talked to at your job could be a spy, a murderer or something much worse beyond our comprehension.
My point is this world is a very sick sick fucking place. With a population of 7.67 billion people can you not imagine the sick shit that must go on? I'm not even talking about just in 3rd world countries, but in america aswell. Picture the worst gore video you have watched. Now times that by 3billion. Yeah that is probably going on right now.
What has actually made me thought about all of this? Well just before my 68th birthday. I actually met an old friend. We talked and well he decided to let me into his secret. He pulls out old cards of pictures. You know those cameras in the early 2000's and you have to get them printed off. Well anyways he pulled out an old photo album and they were pictures of him having sex with children and taking pictures of the children sucking his penis through a skull that he dug up from a burial yard.
PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE THIS IS NOT A LIE IT'S THE TRUTH.
This man showed me pictures of him getting a blowjob from an 8 year old sucking his penis through a deceased skull he got from a burial yard. He went into some story of how he would dig up corpses and steal there jewellery and coffins and sell it for money. After he got into this bussiness he met with a child pornographer who he met through his fencer.
Anyways his child pornographer had contacts with sex traffickers who actually dealt in children literally speaking. After meeting him he would actually get children of the male. for a specific price and purpose. He said to the man he wanted to start his own child pornography business. So the man would supply him with contact details of there mother and the children.
Anyways he would have full control of the child. After he got the child he would do sick shit like taking the rotting corpses and putting the bony fingers up the child's vagina. He showed me pictures literally. Do not ask me how i got him to show me because I am not going to tell you.
This mentally disturbed me to pieces and I was stunned to how he was not caught and wasn't made famous by the media. He tells me a story of how his brother had connections to the police and he is also pretty damn smug about it aswell. I did feel like punching him in the face but didn't want to actually touch the man.
Anyways this is just one of the lessons. Yes there has been moments much worse than this trust me. But this is just an example of how fucked this world is. Human beings are an absolute vomit inducing curse to this planet and I hate being surrounded by them. If you saw me you would say I'm that lonely crazy old guy across the streets. But you wouldn't understand the whole situation as to why I chose that.
So there you go. This world is a sick horrible place. I know you know this already. But when you think you have seen sick on the internet or on the street or through other people. You will never truly know just how sick and fucked up things can really get. It takes living for a long time and actual hands on experience to understand the true severity of sickness.
You might think you have a strong stomach and you have seen it all. But the more you live the more ill you will get from the shit that people say and do. It doesn't require someone to be ''sociopathic'' ''psychotic'' blah blah blah. This is false. These are mainstream psychiatric labels given to people who have been discovered. If left undiscovered like the millions of other people they would just be another person to you. Listen people diagnosed with ASPD NPD BPD, doesn't mean anything. There will always be someone out there who has never went to prison has never been diagnosed with a condition and will be 100x worse mentally and physically spiritually and personally wise. You cannot rely on mainstream for your own self protection.
Point is. If you are 25, 30. You might think you have witnessed the world. You have thought wrong. You need another 30 years of being alive to show you what a sick twisted world is. This is also going to some other forum users I have been observing. Typing nonsense and posting nonsense. You are not a bad person like you think you are. You are considerably lamer compared to the actual people I have met. Be warned as life is for people with a strong stomach and in general people that are strong. Do not let anyone push you down. Life is bad to those are good and good to those who are bad. The people who do try to repress there sick mind and try to actually do good for society. I applaud you. Keep going. This world needs a renovation and it is not going to happen if we get sick deranged committing towards a life of perversion. This only escalates and unfortunately people who thought they have a strong mental eventually get broken like glass and end up committing suicide or do something drastic.
SUMMARY
DO NOT BELIEVE MAINSTREAM MEDIA THERE HAS BEEN SERIAL KILLERS LIKE TED BUNDY ALL OVER AMERICA FOR THE PAST 100 YEARS WHO WERE NEVER CAUGHT AND DID THINGS 1000X WORSE NOT TO MENTION SOME PARTS OF TED BUNDIES CASE WERE PROBABLY NEVER EVEN TALKED ABOUT AND WE WILL PROBABLY NEVER KNOW THE FULL SCOPE OF WHAT TED BUNDY HAS ACTUALLY DONE.
DO NOT BELIEVE GOVERMENTAL ESTABLISHMENTS PREACHES. THE GOVERMENT WILL TRY TO OVERPLAY OR UNDERPLAY THINGS DEPENDING ON HOW WELL IT WORKS FOR THEM. For conventional people you are out of luck. Your beautiful over protected lifestyle is filled to the brim with con artists only looking to exploit you and run you down. Your mind set of surrounding yourself with the middle class with no tainted soul has not worked. You eventually will find yourself fucked over and you will learn your lesson. Or you will be bending to the will of a very clever and educated individual. Believe me surrounding yourself with who you might think are good people you actually make a mistake and it costs you dearly. Conventional lifes do not benefit you explore out of it. Otherwise your ignorance will hurt you.
Do not listen to generic life advice. You heard me. I have been alive for 68 years and I have had a surviving marriage of 47 years. There has been whirl winds that have nearly destroyed all of it. But remember you must hang on to yourself in these situations.
The media will try to play to the conventional crowds carefully selecting what they expose to the mind numbed masses. So when they do show something tame to the weak and gullible they know they have them in the mercy of there control.