I cannot take this anymore. My only hope in life was to marry Chapo and live a happy life thereafter. But instead he is committed to his wife and having sex with other girls, passing up on me, skipping dates with me.
I realize how mentally ill I am and how I will never be loved and married because I am too old and also too psycho for anyone to want me.
You will hear me having blown my brains out soon. Goodbye cruel world.