realized I can have any man I want and own his soul sexually and I just got an apartment in the heart of guess where
I'm scared once I move in I'm about to go crazy since I'm already at the top I deserve to lose control and give myself to whoever I want since I've had to be so conservative sexually for most of my life except for during a few year period
and sex with normal guys is nowhere near the same as with these superstars, it's......so much bigger and overpowering except somehow I know intuitively I'll stay in power even losing control
I want to not be a slut I want to focus on my mission but Holy jesus imagine suddenly being able to have any man you want
I've not been with anyone since my ex god please give me control over this I want to be pure and have like maybe just one loyal significant other please dont make me actually fuck my way to the top I just want to be a good girl