Smiling while crying - 2 - Sociopath Community

Blanc said:
It’s anxiety that bites into my neck
and plagues my body
till I’ve turned anorexic

and it’s the same CD I put in my mouth
like a cookie
that scorns my heart
and whips me like a paperless indoctrination

a cult made of pleasers and enforcers
who’s ever good enough?
if it wasn’t all of us we failed the test
and it’s none of us

and the hand you play
In the occult world
that sadistically plays out a treacherous tune
and sets fires

is that you simply watch it burn
and did nothing about it
if you’re not for it
you’re against it

and the more you play
the easier it is for you to win

while the rest are the heads you stepped upon
Your sillheouette becomes unrecognizable

and in the powerful parts of ourselves
that ignite like dynamite
we are taught to become plain faced
quiet

consumed with the beat of the same drum the world runs on
Stuffing our faces with the faint resemblance of connection
our faint hearted ness turns into disaster and rebellion
rioting as we explode at the seems
and wrought with jealous rage, resentment and passive aggression

we are made for a life better than this

Blanc, for your own good you might want to stay away from Vampires.