I've seen Tryp do plenty and he seems to make it look really easy, so I figured I'd try my hand at this whole alcohol induced rant thing, to honor turning 21. So, the topic of this rant is how everybody keeps saying that I am constantly being manipulated. That's bullshit. I know damn well where I stand, I got free will. I don't care what psychoanalytical dooda TC throws at me to try and understand my mentality. Lemme tell you bro, you wouldn't be able to pick me apart even if you did actually get your phd. I'm much too complex for you to comprehend and there's more than meets the eye. You and Lena double team my wife a lot. I get that she ain't perfect but it's annoying. Her level of being problematic is greatly exaggerated. She's harmless, just don't attack her subtly/overtly and she won't crusade against you harmlessly. Which is what she does. Maybe take the energy you have in picking people apart on the internet, meet irl, and FUCK. TC is pretty kinky so I'm sure he'd appreciate the MILF experience. And Luna, I see you try and insert your irrelevant ass every once and awhile. You remind me of post 2016 Hillary Clinton bitching about losing everything and ignoring your own part. If it even really is Luna, because some autist could easily fake being her to artificially boost their e clout. Who else? Not Peach, she's pretty cool. Peach and Alice are gucci. Med, you're cool to me and all but quit bitching every time I fail to see something you said to me. I'm not chapo. Other than that you're gucci. Oh btw Trump 2020 and despite it obviously being used to crack down on online free expression it was so satisfying to see bitch mcconnell flee the senate floor, priceless. Unfortunately we all will pay for that precious moment. I'm certain big tech will come for this place once they're done with big fish like parler and start targeting the little free speech havens like this one. But considering they're neoliberal elites they may give SC a pass for never banning pedo Jim and CS. Which brings me to my next point- Epstein didn't kill himself. Not that the truth matters anymore. WOOHOO, GREAT RESET BABY! I bet accelerationists are cumming all over the place rn. Hey cav, you're cool. If you want a gf just be big brained and confident and maybe avoid the general populus which can be pretty dismissive of high intelligence. Go for a sophisticated goth gf or another autist. If I took a shot for every women on SC that secretly desired me, I'd be too drunk to write this post. Arrivederci cabrone'
Pretty good rant for the first time. I’d say don’t call me a pedo because I’m not, but that’s just a comment on your need to update your info. Additionally, no one wants you except your wife. To say they secretly desire you is to assume everyone does, when no one does except your wife. Other than that, your ego seems to be more tame when you drink. Keep it up!
Quintasia Walker of San Diego, you have been posting about your sexual attraction to children and desire to violently rape and murder little girls for years. God can see the truth in your evil soul.
You obviously don’t know anything about God. He sees who you really are, so he understands where that anger and pain was coming from, just like I do now. He gets that I have gotten over than pain and what caused it and have forgiven the person who caused it. He understands that I am not into that stuff at all and that I have healed and become a better person. God sees everything, not just the words we say. You’re trying to tell me that the words we type and the things we think in response to what has happened to us is our permanent state of being and it is unchangeable and we can never heal and grow and change, but God literally says the exact opposite. We are not our words and our thoughts at one given point. We are on this earth to grow and change as people to become more like Jesus. I’ve been doing my part to get there and I’ve come a long way. I don’t even think in the same way that I did when I was writing those things. I was angry and hurt and wanted to hurt others because I felt like it wasn’t fair that I was the only one who was hurt. I felt like I was innocent when I was raped so I wanted to do the same to other people’s innocence, which means taking it away from them. That came from my jealousy that they were still innocent, which is the murder part, and the rape part was to make them suffer as I did. I came to terms with this through discussing it with people here and trying to figure out why it made me feel how it did. I figured it out and stopped thinking in terms of hating other people for what they have that I value and can never get back, and instead turned my thoughts to never letting that happen to anyone else, if I can help it. That’s why I will teach my kid not to talk to strangers BECAUSE they can rape you, and not just leave it at a rule to follow because there’s too much grey area in that and it makes the rule useless. That’s also what I figured out and why I was willing to help the stranger who raped me.
I’m way less angry at the world than I used to be and I’ve gotten over my past. That’s why I don’t feel the same way as I used to. I had thoughts that needed to be shared in order to work through them and that’s what I did. It helped and now I’m a better person for it. You’re trying to punish me and shame me for having thoughts I couldn’t control and then getting them under control by saying that it’s not allowed. I fixed my brain by sharing it with people who helped me pick it apart. Now I’m better and happier and less psycho. God would be proud of me for that and he doesn’t care where we came from, he cares where we end up and how. I didn’t do anything to hurt anyone physically. All I did was share my brain. I’m sorry if that hurt you mentally, but I was just trying to get to the bottom of those thoughts so I could get rid of them. You should also be proud of me for my progress, but instead you’re trying to make it seem like that will always be who I am, when it’s not even a smart part of my brain now. I just want to help people and take care of them. That’s why I like Trypt so much. He cares for people the way I am learning to.
