testosterone enanthate. order placed
dont care, deal with it, fuck off
Damn defensive from the get-go.
Why do you figure people'd try to stop you from using steroids?
i think im just beyond the point where i'm going to take onboard peoples opinions on it
i'm doing this for me cus i've wanted to since i was 17 and always cared too much what people would think of me
its a cheesy saying but life is too short, im gonna do the things i want to or im gonna die wishing i'd had some balls in life (before steroids shrunk them haha)
Damn defensive from the get-go.
Why do you figure people'd try to stop you from using steroids?i think im just beyond the point where i'm going to take onboard peoples opinions on it
You just hosted a topic on it.
i'm doing this for me cus i've wanted to since i was 17 and always cared too much what people would think of me
Are you ready for the mood swings and shit? I've seen this stuff mess with dudes like some sort of masculine period.
its a cheesy saying but life is too short, im gonna do the things i want to or im gonna die wishing i'd had some balls in life (before steroids shrunk them haha)
You have just as much room to look back and regret the permanent aspects of the decisions you've made.
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ye i need to voice it cus i dont really have anyone to talk to about this stuff, im open to sharing my reasoning and motivations but im not gonna let anyone convince me not to
Turncoat said:Are you ready for the mood swings and shit? I've seen this stuff mess with dudes like some sort of masculine period.
i'm ready, i've been studying this shit for a long time - i'll be taking a dose just outside the high end of the reference range for testosterone levels so aromitization to estrogen won't be a massive concern, and i also have a naturally low level of oestradial compared to testosterone. aromatase inhibitors on hand just in case
ye i need to voice it cus i dont really have anyone to talk to about this stuff, im open to sharing my reasoning and motivations but im not gonna let anyone convince me not to
That gives me the impression that you aren't done taking onboard people's opinions on it.
You're effectively using us to test your own convictions with this topic's my guess, like when NoFap types force themselves to announce their shame in order to make the next run better.
Turncoat said:Are you ready for the mood swings and shit? I've seen this stuff mess with dudes like some sort of masculine period.i'm ready, i've been studying this shit for a long time - i'll be taking a dose just outside the high end of the reference range for testosterone levels so aromitization to estrogen won't be a massive concern, and i also have a naturally low level of oestradial compared to testosterone. aromatase inhibitors on hand just in case
I mean at the end of the day it's your life and I'd be a total hypocrite considering how I want female hormones, but speaking as someone who's been demonizing "T-Poisoning" for like... over half of my life I'm at least full of warnings.
I've known some steroid abusers who were some real tortured souls over what they became as their anger evolved into a newer monster. One dude to get through college as a straight A+ 'roid abuser was constantly smoking weed and shit to "remain himself" through the process. He effectively started abusing the stuff so that he wouldn't feel so easily picked on anymore, and by the end of it the guy became an ox just to feel safe.
The scariest parts of it were when I'd see his anger become too much... with him noticing it and having to turn it inward as to not hurt people. In order to handle steroids you need to already be going at it from a basis of excessive self-control or you could end up hurting people when you see red.
It turns one's fears and confusions into raw anger and it dulls your focus towards a denser, simpler beast.
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testosterone enanthate. order placed
dont care, deal with it, fuck off
Nice! That was my first injectable drug. Dude the gains are insane, you can eat a lot and instead of going fat you actually lose fat and get solid muscle. It’s very good for that Hollywood definition type, you will love it.