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alice.

not to dismiss

but how am i supposed to respond to this

with anything but shit and piss? 

chimpi said: 

alice.

not to dismiss

but how am i supposed to respond to this

with anything but shit and piss? 

 Chimp,

 not to dimiss 

 how am I supposed to expect you to respond to anything

 with with anything but shit and piss? 

AliceInWonderland said: 

chimpi said: 

alice.

not to dismiss

but how am i supposed to respond to this

with anything but shit and piss? 

 Chimp,

 not to dimiss 

 how am I supposed to expect you to respond to anything

 with with anything but shit and piss? 

 Alice,

your jew heart ice,

sucks that your eyes are so nice,

wanna come over to my basement and dissect mice?

AliceInWonderland said: 

An idea I had this morning while thinking about identity, I am not attached to it. 

Well, identity roles in society can be quite meaningless but at ones core you may still know who you are and be able to attach meaning to your name still, defining who you are easily as the outline of a shape which you are familiar with, and you can recognize as yourself. Conceptually. 

But for some we can experience detachment even from this, it goes beyond ego death, it is total loss of the person you are. 

Which is common in ptsd, borderline personality, and trauma in general. 

I would consider what you went through medically to be considered a trauma, very much so. Physiologically and psychologically. And I think you may be now dealing with the inertia effects of that trauma such as questioning identity and asking things about being a butterfly. 

that’s just my take on it though, could be totally unrelated and perhaps you are grounded in who you are but still is philosophical for other reasons. 

But this very mechanical functionalist view of society you’ve talked about and, this detachment from identity you mention. In combination it can be dangerous if you don’t handle it well or it becomes too extreme