Sociopath Community

Tryptamine said: 

I got along with most groups of people and pretty much flew under the radar. Wasn't popular, but was friends with the popular kids, which kept me insulated from bullying. People who may not have otherwise liked me at least got along because I let them copy my homework or did minor class clown stuff. I was pretty damn awkward or naive at times, but I guess it wasn't too bad. People thought I was a goody two-shoes and were surprised to see me at parties.

 were you a boyscout? i dunno you just give me boyscout vibes 

Because of the meds I was on I have very little memory of highschool.  But from what I do remember, and moreso what I've been told by others, I went through some phases.  Basically didn't say a word the entire first year, which is how I'd always been up to that point.  Second year I had somewhat of a mental snap and became abruptly loud and obnoxious, going through my first experience of "confidence" I decided I was a narcissist and became awkwardly open about that.  Third year I chilled a bit, had a slightly better gauge of what was and wasn't socially acceptable behavior.  Still pretty damn awkward, but the prior year I'd practically been socially feral. lol  The last year I started hanging out with weabs, I liked anime more at the time, but it was really about finding some kind of social power.  They were all awkward and meeker than I was, so they responded much better to my weird bravado.  They were all cringey phases in some form, but at least the social enabling of the last incarnation allowed me to start building some semblance of real confidence, and eventually move on to making friends I actually like instead of just friends that suck my wounded ego.

Lol

Blanc said: 

Lol

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i went to 3 highschools, the first one was an extension of my middle school years where i was the class clown all the time and got bad grades but made lots of fun. was held back in year 3 and dropped down to another school (its called a waterfall system over here because 1 out of 3 belgian kid gets held back at least 1 grade)

second highschool i went to for 1 year, i was an outcast, very sad and insecure after losing my class clown dominance from previous school. everyone knew everyone already, it was hard for me to integrate. i picked up smoking weed age 16 or so

third highschool i made friends quickly because nobody knew anyone, i was class clown again and one of the highschool weed dealers and got in loads of trouble but due to the coach carter effect the teachers saw me as troubled boy with potential and let me get away with stuff, finished highschool due to luck and due to the school not wanting me to stay another year k0k

chimpi said: 

(its called a waterfall system over here because 1 out of 3 belgian kid gets held back at least 1 grade)

 Why is that?

I was actually really popular and was voted most likely to be a super hero. Then I was kicked out for bringing drugs to school 

PalePeach said: 

I was actually really popular and was voted most likely to be a super hero. Then I was kicked out for bringing drugs to school 

 I can tell you’re a little bad ass

I wasn't very social at all but generally well liked. For the most part I was unaware about all the drama that is happening. I'd sometimes hit other people because I was immature. Looking back I'd probably try to flirt and find a girlfriend sooner. I was unaware that people really even dated. But then again, everyone learns lessons when they get older.

Ummm, thought you guys were still in high school.