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i've been sober for a while now but sometimes I get the distinct aftersmell of vodka in my nose for no reason 

it makes me shudder and slightly uncomfortable 

 

thats literally the one sensation i can think of, I'll try finding more because there definitely are 

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I get that with gin now and then, I've been sober since march. 

Whenever it happens I gag a bit, like I don't taste but I have the experienced aftermath of tasting it. 

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it's amazing what a hold that stuff has over our brains

just last night i dreamt of having a bottle of bacardi and desperately seeking a lime or lemon all over town before giving up and taking a swig 

it's gonna be a while before our brains fully unhook from booze

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i just had a vodka with redbull last night, feels good man

funnily enough, vodka and opiates were no problem to quit for me, there was no addiction in the first place almost. its freaking soda that i struggle to drop. being stimulant prone is weird.

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I have some weird textile issues. Probably the two worst ones I can think of that will make my hairs rise are touching carboard (especially with dirt on it) with wet hands, and scraping styrofoam with plastic.

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my nails accidentally rubbing on cardboard or similar surfaces along with the noise of styrofoam rubbing into each other make me do some weird bodily motions due to my nervous sytem being triggered like a tumblrina hearing trump win.
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I have some weird textile issues. Probably the two worst ones I can think of that will make my hairs rise are touching carboard (especially with dirt on it) with wet hands, and scraping styrofoam with plastic.

 Same. When I was really little I put yarn in my mouth and it felt so grainy and dry and wrong. Sometimes if I see videos of kids chewing on things of people putting fabric in their mouth I can remember the feeling and it makes me so squeamish.

Gotta focus... I'm shifting into soup mode...
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i just had a vodka with redbull last night, feels good man

My old roomie used to use that as his clubbing mix, didn't look healthy based on how much it made him sweat. 

I mostly get the occasional sensory acid flashbacks for brief moments if I watch movies I tripped to, and otherwise respond like I smelled fresh baked cookies for marijuana smells. 

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I have some weird textile issues. Probably the two worst ones I can think of that will make my hairs rise are touching carboard (especially with dirt on it) with wet hands, and scraping styrofoam with plastic.

Yeah, me too. I can't touch paper mache, certain fabrics drive me up the wall without causing an actually verifiable irritation, and just... ugh there's so much I can't touch without my brain and ears screaming. 

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i just had a vodka with redbull last night, feels good man

My old roomie used to use that as his clubbing mix, didn't look healthy based on how much it made him sweat. 

I mostly get the occasional sensory acid flashbacks for brief moments if I watch movies I tripped to, and otherwise respond like I smelled fresh baked cookies for marijuana smells. 

 the tachicardyia makes for 50% of the fun. the combination makes me feel so euphoric that I almost forget that im close to dying.

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