I'm so stress from all the abuse and neglect and I'm giving up. I need ways that I can kill myself that won't be that painful. Like is there a soft way to do it? Like can I make it fairy tale themed and maybe kiss a frog and die from its slimy toxic or get pricked by a poisoness thorn and fall into a never ending coma. Can I climb the big giant beanstock that goes into the sky to the giant's castle and then they can catch me and swallow me whole. I don't want pain but I want to make my death better than my life.
Actually that's too much work. I think I might just go into my parents room and get my dad's hand pistol and let that do the work. Where should I shoot myself? I don't want to accidentally shoot myself and still be alive after that. Wait nvm I hate guns its just eww. Fine no I won't use a gun I do like knifes. Wait if I kill myself I need to make sure it stands out. Maybe I should get naked and go lay on my parents bed and cut my wrist or my neck. Then when daddy comes in he will see his baby girl that he made suck his dick constantly ... NVM FUCK EVERYONE I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP. STOP BULLYING AND HARRASSSING ME. I DON'T DESERVE IT AT ALL. I'VE BEEN NOTHING BUT KIND AND LOVING. WHY CANT YOU DO THE SAME. IF I DIE YOU ALL DIE WITH ME. I WANT TO NUKE THIS STUPID WORLD AND RID IT OF ITS FILTH. BRING EVERLASTING PEACE TO THE WORLD AGAIN IS MY DREAM. HUMANS GONE FUCK ALL OF YOU. GO KILL YOURSELVES. STUPID SHEEP, STUPID RATS, I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
- Diana aka Misty Moon
