I really don't know if something is wrong with me or not.
In regards to my sexuality, I am bi. I find myself attracted to feminine qualities, so a feminine guy, I'd be interested in.
My concern is that a lot of my sexual thoughts are based around the idea of rape. Typically like a weird mind control fantasy where the victim resists at first and then is turned into a submissive sexslave, or rather just rape until essentially what I'd guess would be stockholm syndrome.
I'm not a fan of rapists or molestors in actuality, but a friend of mine told me her story of what happened to her, and it gave me a boner.
I'll also confess that I have jerked off to pictures of dead women, both real and drawn.
I consider this a possible concern, I did grow up a loner so yea. I'm not really proud of it, I'm just concerned if it could be a legitimate issue like if I were to ever sexually abuse someone if I were on drugs.
I'd like to think I wouldn't, but I have no clue.
I really don't know if something is wrong with me or not.
In regards to my sexuality, I am bi. I find myself attracted to feminine qualities, so a feminine guy, I'd be interested in.
My concern is that a lot of my sexual thoughts are based around the idea of rape. Typically like a weird mind control fantasy where the victim resists at first and then is turned into a submissive sexslave, or rather just rape until essentially what I'd guess would be stockholm syndrome.
I'm not a fan of rapists or molestors in actuality, but a friend of mine told me her story of what happened to her, and it gave me a boner.
I'll also confess that I have jerked off to pictures of dead women, both real and drawn.
I consider this a possible concern, I did grow up a loner so yea. I'm not really proud of it, I'm just concerned if it could be a legitimate issue like if I were to ever sexually abuse someone if I were on drugs.
I'd like to think I wouldn't, but I have no clue.
I really don't know if something is wrong with me or not.
In regards to my sexuality, I am bi. I find myself attracted to feminine qualities, so a feminine guy, I'd be interested in.
My concern is that a lot of my sexual thoughts are based around the idea of rape. Typically like a weird mind control fantasy where the victim resists at first and then is turned into a submissive sexslave, or rather just rape until essentially what I'd guess would be stockholm syndrome.
I'm not a fan of rapists or molestors in actuality, but a friend of mine told me her story of what happened to her, and it gave me a boner.
I'll also confess that I have jerked off to pictures of dead women, both real and drawn.
I consider this a possible concern, I did grow up a loner so yea. I'm not really proud of it, I'm just concerned if it could be a legitimate issue like if I were to ever sexually abuse someone if I were on drugs.
I'd like to think I wouldn't, but I have no clue.
I guess I really to be gay, but seriously it's starting to annoy me. I want to know if I am what I am concerned I am as. I dislike the concept, I hate it truly. It sickens me that I could be it, and if I am, I don't know how I could justify existing.
I really don't know if something is wrong with me or not.
In regards to my sexuality, I am bi. I find myself attracted to feminine qualities, so a feminine guy, I'd be interested in.
My concern is that a lot of my sexual thoughts are based around the idea of rape. Typically like a weird mind control fantasy where the victim resists at first and then is turned into a submissive sexslave, or rather just rape until essentially what I'd guess would be stockholm syndrome.
I'm not a fan of rapists or molestors in actuality, but a friend of mine told me her story of what happened to her, and it gave me a boner.
I'll also confess that I have jerked off to pictures of dead women, both real and drawn.
I consider this a possible concern, I did grow up a loner so yea. I'm not really proud of it, I'm just concerned if it could be a legitimate issue like if I were to ever sexually abuse someone if I were on drugs.
I'd like to think I wouldn't, but I have no clue.
I guess I really to be gay, but seriously it's starting to annoy me. I want to know if I am what I am concerned I am as. I dislike the concept, I hate it truly. It sickens me that I could be it, and if I am, I don't know how I could justify existing.
I wouldn't worry about it too much.
There's a difference between acting out a fetish with a willing participant and actual rape.
Plus, you're in luck, many traps have rape fetishes.
I’m gay and proud of it. 2019 is a very multicultural era our population is fucking massive people of 7.7 billion. I think around 20% of the male population is gay. To answer your questions. Be proud in this modern era gay things such as hugging kissing in public is common, gay pornography and sexualisation and the teaching of gay rights has actually caused many people to explore there sexuality whilst young and actually develope an attraction to males. So in essence instead of singularity our race or purifying it we are mixing the races and non Aryanising Europe. That means we don’t practice eugenics on white people hitlers dream was to use Europe as a stepping stone towards developing not just blonde hair blue eyes but the purest of the aryan genes. Something that would’ve taken 500 years ago.
Hitler wasn’t a massive fan of European white people as he stated in mein Kemp but since he was a white German he felt a duty to do Europe a favour and help them into developing into a superior nation. Ie that meant European people assign themselves to eugenics which meant flushing the inferior dark hair brown haired genes down the toilet to replace them with German aryan genes. In which he stated the European people are people of poor quality whilst it’s not the best race it is certainly the best starting race to going to create a superior genetically advanced race that will have all the likeable qualities of which everyone would want to have such as athleticism, intelligence, sociability, confidence, good looks and a good sense of work ethic as well as a superior culture to all other races and ethnic groups. Essentially if hitler existed you wouldn’t of been born even if you was a white European considering hitler wanted to use eugenics to make Europe into a place where everyone was blonde haired and blue eyed.it actually surpassed the seriousness of just the white race and actually wanted to evolve into a serious scientific genetic experimentation/conduct to ‘aryan’ the whole German population. Hitler also stated in me in kempf that “Italians are an inferior race they have done to much mixing with the North Africans and the negro moors and have further shown proof of there inferiority as there failure to invade Ethiopia a country that Italy has lots connections with” he even went on to state that some somalians and Ethiopians are more aryan than some Italians due to there ginger hair and the native ancient caucasoid population meant that by hitlers standards some of them where aryans and has no connection towards the negroes of west and South Africa. Stating “the somalians are an ancient race that has no real connections to the rest of negro Africa. They show more caucasoid attributes than do Indians and are further away from the rest of Africa than do the Middle East” Somalians could be the explanation for Indians caucasoid traits but as there mixture with the australoid negro who migrated from South Africa 30,000 years ago he said “the Indians have destroyed the Caucasian traits and features by mixing in with the australoid negroes allowing them to dominate every aspect of the race thus Indians have become lower than that of a Kenyan who appears more Caucasian than an Indian”
So be proud of who you are and be proud to be gay. Remember hitler had a very strict image of what he wanted to achieve and if the nazis did win then you could’ve expected not just this bullshit white supremacy but a sick scientific state which practices eugenics unwillingly on the European people to develop an aryan nation(blonde hair blue eyes) hitler was actually disgusted by modern day rave and thus thought the future of racial superiority was in the blonde hair blue eyed. He loved German people because he thought they waded the key to developing the aryan European race. Thanks.