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Woke up depressed but I’m trying. I’m so sick of fighting this shit 

(help)

The kind of depression that feels pain and sadness or aggravation at other ppl being happy cuz for you that joy is out of reach 

Blanc said: 

Woke up depressed but I’m trying. I’m so sick of fighting this shit 

 

(help)

Sure. 

First thing's first, what are the things required of you today? 

Blanc said: 

The kind of depression that feels pain and sadness or aggravation at other ppl being happy cuz for you that joy is out of reach 

That's the power source of trolls. 

I feel better after sleeping all day. 16 hours of sleep again. 

I think the rest of it is just stress so 

I’m just gonna take it easy and enjoy the day 

laying Out by the pool in the sun sometimes is just what I feel like I need 

Well that was a fail because it wasn’t sunny so I just sat in my pool float listening to the thunder in the coldish water 

the sleep didn’t help I just felt better from waking up but then I went back downhill as the hours went by 

I’m eating dinner to see if that’s the problem but honestly, don’t know how to fuckin fix it

still depressed and yeah. Sorry for complaining not trying to do that, I’m just trying to document when it happens

I’m honestly questioning like did I take my meds last night because holy shit this depression wave is really terrible

Okay I took my meds so maybe that was the problem. 

Just trying to take it easy and focus on self care

So you had nothing scheduled to worry about? 

I’m feeling better now that the meds kicked back in. I think I just missed a dose of my antidepressant.