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I think in references so my brain is constantly referencing other shit related to the words I’m reading 

in reality basis though I am doing that while I am just focused on detail perception most of the time and it’s very distracting 

When I’m learning information is catalogued like text floating in space it’s very spatial like a map and everything is linked 

And then when my brain is thinking to itself it’s abstract concepts like clouds of sensory and information all coming together to make one out put concept which I then have to put into words verbally, manually. 

sometimes I think In words while doing this in my head but I can do it in whatever voice I want, to any backdrop or scenery and it’s usually if I’m rehearsing something in my head like writing poetry. 

but the rest of the time it’s abstract conceptual clouds of thought without words and no internal monologue is necessary 

I like to cuss out loud though if I’m frustrated about something, which I do on a daily basis. 

simetimes I have difficulty putting things into words because of the abstract nature of my thought process and when I do try to it ends up not coming across right or being very scrambled. 

My thoughts are typically racing and in less-than-obvious forms as my own audience member despite my body seeming to understand it. I'm usually stuck grasping at self-translation, and read my own material on websites like this as if it came from another. My thoughts are usually in the form of pictures, sounds, and smells in mildly synesthetic ways, which makes finding the right words difficult. 

I feel as if I'm watching myself from within myself, like I'm some guy in a comfy chair sitting behind my eyes watching this human live it's life. My body and I are often at odds with each other, not really in sync, but learning what it wants and who it is has been much of my life. 

Xadem said: 

How do you think? I think I support my abstract thoughts with some words but I don't think words very often except when I'm reading or repeat something to myself or am having a dialogue with imaginary people

 

What about you

 What happens when you read? 

I don't think 

user33313 said: 

I don't think