Sociopath Community

Admittedly, I haven't moved much from where I am when I was last here. Still that procrastinator. However, I am trying to get a job doing census work. They called back so that's good. I mean I already have 1 job, but still I want to get one that feels more like a job.

Sadly, the apartment I wanted got taken. I still wish to improve as a person. I need to get back into exercise. There is so much I dream of in life, yet I procrastinate a lot. If I am to be the man I wish to be, then I must make myself improve, obviously. I've been trying to improve my self care. Admittedly, I've lost three teeth. So, I've realized I wasn't taking care of myself, and I try to brush twice a day.  If I lose more teeth due to this, and it becomes to the point where it's hard to eat. I'll probably consider biting the bullet because if I fucked up that much at my age then I don't believe there should even be a point.


My birthday is in about 2 weeks, I turn 20 so yay I guess? 

For anyone confused on the Himmler thing. There's a really interesting imo alt history mod for Hearts of Iron 4. It's called "The New Order: The Last Days of Europe"

In it Himmler is crazier than Hitler and seeks to nuke the world to cleanse the world of inferior races and that through "extreme spartanism" the aryan race will survive. Spartanism referring to the fact that the Spartans would throw their children into the wild and prove their ability to come back alive. 

It's an interesting crazy idea. Himmler in our timeline is just as interesting with the nazi occult club and such lmao. To clarify though, I am not a nazi, I just find the aesthetic and history appealing.


Hopefully everyone has been doing alright, this is the first time I've checked in for a few months. I saw new face appeared? Interesting, I probably won't stay long, since I think I've been doing alright without here, no offense to any of the people here. While it doesn't seem like it, I think I am going to be making good progress, and I got faith.