I don't like animal torture; I'd be a voice against it.
Then replace your name with Waltz, I've heard you say incredibly violent and fucked up things when you drink, since i already put slay as the pyro i couldnt think of anyone better for the sadist
I feel as if you don't quite get me, which is fine. It's not like I often make clear statements about what I am doing in those situations. Thus, your perception is understandable.
A lot of what you are referring to of what I do is shock humor, or shock for the sake of whatever is going on. Intensity can heighten a situation, or cause pandemonium. It creates interesting scenarios. But I will explain more.
I grew up around a lot of violence. As a receiver, an observer, and myself an abuser of others. Around 17 or 18, the violent aspect relaxed, and around 27, the general antisocial components of me relaxed. There is a component of my mind that can revert to that way of being, and I find humor in indulging that aspect. Mainly because of how others receive it.
I think if you reflect on our interactions, I've been reasonable and kind. I imagine Alice might say the same about my interactions with her. Perhaps I have some erratic moments, but overall I consider myself a positive net influence.
All things considered, I am aware of how confrontational and upsetting I can be. Even how sadistic my words can be at times. But consider my other sides as well.