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scared of the future

on 7/14/2020
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scared of waking up one day and being separated from my love for more than 2 weeks without hearing from him or knowing where he is, or if he is imprisoned again which hopefully he wont be since he is leaving that lifestyle behind and having to commit suicide

last edit on 7/14/2020 9:46:30 PM
on 7/14/2020
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What drugs are you taking 

on 7/14/2020
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I mean most likely we will be seeing each other every day since we will be living together soon but still I have this fear

last edit on 7/14/2020 9:50:41 PM
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Blanc said: 

What drugs are you taking 

 just adderall and gabapentin still, adderall low dose

they put me on latuda (which kills your appetite btw great anorexic drug) which is a mood stabilizer and recommended a newer SSRI antidepressant Trentellix but I'm on neither currently

on 7/14/2020
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he was in prison for 5 years before, I would instantly kill myself if he was ever imprisoned again I think so ya he cant go back to that lifestyle ever unless he is willing to risk losing me. at least it doesnt seem like he is based on his actions so far

on 7/15/2020
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What’s your experience been like with those two ssri’s and how long duration you took them for 

 

and why’d u stop

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