I have my phone back now so now the test of if he was being honest about the life he said he wants to live with me is real or if he just wanted sex
because he isnt getting sex anytime soon not until we are living together at the very least
I am scared as fuck, all my relationships have fell apart after a while. I'm scared as fuck to trust him. I'm scared as fuck to find out he just wanted to use me for sex like every other guy or if he is my real deal soulmate like actual life partner