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Turncoat said: 

user22212 said: 

Hope it all works out well for all involved hahahahahaha

Why did you delete your quoted portion? 

Paranoia,

You have a tendency to seek romantic connections out of desperation, even if the foundations they are built on are shaky, and ultimately intangible. This is a pattern I'm sure I don't need to get into.

That said, I'm not discounting your experience. Perhaps you found someone to connect with. I'll warn that a lot of times people find a sense of connection and get phone numbers when locked up, but then they never follow up. That part may be on you to do. I've been locked up enough times to know how it goes.

As an outside observer, I am curious if you're just doing the thing where you latch onto something and claim it's the "greatest ever," or if you've found something tangible. Time will tell, but I'm glad you got yourself some help.

user22212 said: 

Turncoat said: 

user22212 said: 

Hope it all works out well for all involved hahahahahaha

Why did you delete your quoted portion? 

Paranoia,

Wat?

I was locked up like 6 months ago, my companions were an 80yo lady with bad dementia and a 50yo lady who was my roomie and wanted to kill me. Also creepy fat dude kept hitting on me. 

Funny enough I complained and threatened to sue enough that eventually the ceo of the hospital okayed my early release. 

but ye hospitals are shite

Tryptamine 

 

I'm glad you got yourself some help.

 I hope she did, but I also recognize her pattern of latching onto someone she's just met and callimg thrm her soulmate/ true love and I worry she was so deeply distracted by this infatuation that maybe she ignored any help they tried to give her.

Tryptamine said: 

You have a tendency to seek romantic connections out of desperation, even if the foundations they are built on are shaky, and ultimately intangible. This is a pattern I'm sure I don't need to get into.

That said, I'm not discounting your experience. Perhaps you found someone to connect with. I'll warn that a lot of times people find a sense of connection and get phone numbers when locked up, but then they never follow up. That part may be on you to do. I've been locked up enough times to know how it goes.

As an outside observer, I am curious if you're just doing the thing where you latch onto something and claim it's the "greatest ever," or if you've found something tangible. Time will tell, but I'm glad you got yourself some help.

this time there was no desperation involved, as we were both suicidal when we were committed. I see it more as we are each others last hope for a life worth living

If we get permanently seperated we would both commit suicide or he might go back to gang life and get killed off pretty fast bc of the wars going on due to coronavirus and the fentanyl laced coke and heroin

Pastel_Rose said: 

Tryptamine 

 

I'm glad you got yourself some help.

 I hope she did, but I also recognize her pattern of latching onto someone she's just met and callimg thrm her soulmate/ true love and I worry she was so deeply distracted by this infatuation that maybe she ignored any help they tried to give her.

I was going to all the groups and Im going to be doing IOP, but I didnt stay on any new medication or do ECT

once they 10 footed us I couldn't handle it though unfortunately bc the groups were really therapeutic especially the AA one and I wish I could have gone to more of the groups. It is the one I was most avoiding because it triggers so many emotions in me but it was the best one and I'll join one online eventually. I started seeing caving into my depression and mental illness as similar to caving into addiction and it was a breakthrough for me