I wonder how alive people feel in those last moments before they die
I've had a few NDE's and all you think about is self preservation and the past
What kind of NDE's?
Make another topic.
i really like it when the odds are against me. and sometimes, i feel amazing when i see others experience intense emotions. i try to do it myself, but it feels like a sneeze i have that never comes; it’s very close yet so very far away. maybe the proximity gives feelings of chase. its invigorating :)
one time someone pistol whipped my bro, and i took tranquilizers and started going through the city confronting people. ended up smoking weed with random people because people just wanna get high, ran into an old dealer i used to hang with. went to his house and i snorted a line of H. woke up and people were yelling about their fix, ended up helping them sell a tv to neo nazis in the city over. i have a permanent scar on my chin from falling over all fucked up that night, never mind the fact we carried a guy down the street at 2 am under a tarp. woke up in an apartment with no idea what happened. it was a lot of fun
