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I am not your entertainment.


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I am not BohemianRhapsody. I have an identity outside of this site, in much less hostile territory. Settings where I can relax and just be myself. Where I am seen as a person, and am treated with respect. I can't be myself here because the toxic circumstances of SC makes it impossible to do that. You don't deserve the real me. I don't want to be friends with any of you. Quit pretending you give a fuck about me or my life. You are only giving your two cents to satisfy your need to seek sensation and cure your boredom, and for some reason trying to get involved does that for you. Well fuck you. My life isn't a soap opera. I am not an imaginary yellow and black ancap meme. I am a person that exists out there somewhere. I don't even want any of this shit. I just want to be real, not some persona online that nobody can really feel. I'm sick of being this stupid character for you to gawk at like a trainwreck. I hate all of you. You're bad people and you love my problems in life and think it's funny. You mock me for being any less than a cold floating internet head with no real humanity, the persona that YOU try to convince everybody you are. You're not flawless, you're not some badass. You're just somebody online who thinks it's cool to be fucked up, you're a keyboard warrior. I'm sick of the hollow existence I live on this shit forum. This isn't what I should be doing with my time. You just see me and you're like "Oh look it's BR, I hope something shitty is going on so I can get involved and feel less bored". I'm sick of being BR. Don't call me BR anymore. My fucking name is Noah, motherfuckers. I'm not a persona, I'm a real man. Fuck being a talking head. My life isn't a show. And I can't fucking stand you all and genuinely wish you all the worst for treating it like it is. I just want friends I can be myself around, fuck the e clout, fuck my image, fuck your patronizing comments, fuck what you want me to do. I just want to be ME and recognized for who I truly am. I hate you motherfuckers so fucking much you have no idea. I'm better than this shit, but at least I have the last laugh because I know that in the end, none of you really got to know who I really was because you're all such pieces of shit that I'd never like to do anything other than shitpost and troll you because you're not worth trying with. But at least you got to laugh at BR the living meme ancap smiley. FUCK ALL OF YOU.

My grandiose delusions are better than yours.
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thanks for making our days less boring <3

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I am not BohemianRhapsody. I have an identity outside of this site, in much less hostile territory. Settings where I can relax and just be myself. Where I am seen as a person, and am treated with respect. I can't be myself here because the toxic circumstances of SC makes it impossible to do that. You don't deserve the real me. I don't want to be friends with any of you. Quit pretending you give a fuck about me or my life. You are only giving your two cents to satisfy your need to seek sensation and cure your boredom, and for some reason trying to get involved does that for you. Well fuck you. My life isn't a soap opera. I am not an imaginary yellow and black ancap meme. I am a person that exists out there somewhere. I don't even want any of this shit. I just want to be real, not some persona online that nobody can really feel. I'm sick of being this stupid character for you to gawk at like a trainwreck. I hate all of you. You're bad people and you love my problems in life and think it's funny. You mock me for being any less than a cold floating internet head with no real humanity, the persona that YOU try to convince everybody you are. You're not flawless, you're not some badass. You're just somebody online who thinks it's cool to be fucked up, you're a keyboard warrior. I'm sick of the hollow existence I live on this shit forum. This isn't what I should be doing with my time. You just see me and you're like "Oh look it's BR, I hope something shitty is going on so I can get involved and feel less bored". I'm sick of being BR. Don't call me BR anymore. My fucking name is Noah, motherfuckers. I'm not a persona, I'm a real man. Fuck being a talking head. My life isn't a show. And I can't fucking stand you all and genuinely wish you all the worst for treating it like it is. I just want friends I can be myself around, fuck the e clout, fuck my image, fuck your patronizing comments, fuck what you want me to do. I just want to be ME and recognized for who I truly am. I hate you motherfuckers so fucking much you have no idea. I'm better than this shit, but at least I have the last laugh because I know that in the end, none of you really got to know who I really was because you're all such pieces of shit that I'd never like to do anything other than shitpost and troll you because you're not worth trying with. But at least you got to laugh at BR the living meme ancap smiley. FUCK ALL OF YOU.

 Calm down noah

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aw chill out my former father, share a refreshing sip of draino with the wife and cool off hey? :) 

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I hope you find what you need. 

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so how many times is this now? 3 or 4 times that you rage quit? do you have a hard time learning from past experiences? is this part of autism?

just seems that maybe after a few times you would learn. you obviously like coming here because you keep returning.

maybe write down the negative parts of what happened and see if you can prevent them from happening in the future.

on the other side of things, you do have good posts and it does seem like you are trying to make your marriage work. so good job with that.

 

 

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Seconded

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Every little thing will be okay.

 

You and the wife you married I hope you all will find peace one day (No sarcasm)

 

She needs you more than ever. But you will be a long for a very long ride

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