Sociopath Community

Bohemian Rhapsody said:

Adderall Rush

 I go back on what I said yesterday, you are addicted to stimulants.

PalePeach said: 

Bohemian Rhapsody said:

Adderall Rush

 I go back on what I said yesterday, you are addicted to stimulants.

The way you type about it in chat worries me sometimes, too. 

Turncoat said: 

PalePeach said: 

Bohemian Rhapsody said:

Adderall Rush

 I go back on what I said yesterday, you are addicted to stimulants.

The way you type about it in chat worries me sometimes, too. 

 To be fair, it's day 1 after 6 months with none at all. So the effect is rather pronounced.

Turncoat said: 

PalePeach said: 

Bohemian Rhapsody said:

Adderall Rush

 I go back on what I said yesterday, you are addicted to stimulants.

The way you type about it in chat worries me sometimes, too. 

 Understandable. Given my history with substance abuse I actually don't mind someone noticing if my behavior is worrying. 

My therapist agreed that I should be taking it every day to say leveled out and not just on days i need to work btw.

It's good that you have a rapport with your  dealer  therapist, and yeah I'm glad you aren't just challenging the fuck out of your body with inconsistent use of it... if it's stuck being used at all, as otherwise the body gets kinda fucked up instead of level. 

Still, even with your therapist on-board it's the sorts of statements you make that have me question the room for associative or emotional addiction to the substance. It's sounding a bit... too into how nice it is at points instead of seen dryly for the stim that it is, even with you defending and justifying it's use when it's not being attacked that harshly. 

I dunno just keep a look out, there's such a thing as too much of a good thing, and it can get super easy to become attached to what's presented as a convenient bandage. Unlike BR who seems to actually want to ride the lightning, I'd see this being more of a battle of the mind for you to get away from.