in my dreams i wipe off your messy face, i cook you eggs again, you are not in a cage, you are like my garden, you need to be tended to, you need to be loved. your smile is my favorite color, because actual colors are all boring and i am indifferent to them. you cannot speak more than gurgles, you remove your clothes and try to run into the road, but i clothe you again. you pick your nose and wipe your snot, and i hold you close for a moment, though you run away. they want to put you in a cage, garden, where your flowers cannot grow because the weeds will tangle in the cage. how will your current caretakes weed you if they cant reach you through that cage? they forgot to feed you again. i would die for your joy, jumping into the sea never to be seen again if it meant you happiness even for ten years, yes, your joy is the greatest treasure in this world, like a cave of crystals or a field of flowers. no matter what you say or do, i will always love you unconditionally, my brother, and i will save you from your cage, and you can rest in your garden bed, happily growing, though you grow slowly.
https://kisscartoon.info/episode/adventure-time-season-7-episode-1/ this is an adventure time episode called bonnie and neddy and it reflects my feelings towards my little brother