Like it's said "Ignorance is bliss."
In a way, I'm envious of normies for being such simple persons.
I met society's most contemptible kinds of persons at a young age, this led me to enter my survival mindset phase. But it reinforced from simple phase to lifestyle due to the amount of dangerous experiences I went through, and corrupted me along.
I have my guard up for good reasons. There's nothing you can do about it, basic people.