Sociopath Community

Chaotik said: 

I only come on here to ramble whatever is in my head at the time. I will act like I care about other here and have a level of civility, but genuinely I ignore most of the shit that goes on here, unless it's something that interests me, or has to do with me.  

My relationship with this forum is just a dumping ground. 

I get bored, so I come here, it's pathetic really. It's been more frequent since I don't have a PC to play my video games on, so I've been limited to a shitty craptop.

This isn't to paint me as some alpha chad psychopath.

I'm just an autistic retard

I'm probably the youngest member currently in this forum since I am on the last year using the teen suffix. 

Hopefully at some point, when I get a fucking life, I can just never return to this cancer, if I am unable to then maybe I'll actually contemplate suicide as an alternative to becoming like as depraved and lonely as some of the people here. I still got a long life ahead of me. I still have the opportunity to change my life around and do great things. 

Enjoy.

What inspired this ramble? 

Chaotik said: 

Hopefully at some point, when I get a fucking life, I can just never return to this cancer, if I am unable to then maybe I'll actually contemplate suicide as an alternative to becoming like as depraved and lonely as some of the people here.

 You make your own life. Such pessimism. The world is a playground for the people that see it.

Why do you assume people are depraved and lonely?

You still running, or have you stopped to catch your breath? 

Holmes said:

You make your own life. Such pessimism. The world is a playground for the people that see it.

Why do you assume people are depraved and lonely?

 Strange, as I literally espouse that to everyone. As in the universe is a sandbox. I am working towards improving myself, the quarantine has slowed such a thing down.

I don't assume all are depraved and lonely, just some of the people within this forum.

I don't think coming here is necessarily the best thing for me. 

Turncoat said:

What inspired this ramble?

 The war of sperg vs anti-sperg inspired it.



Just to calm you down, I'm not going to stop watching porn, probably not going to stop masturbating, nor am I going to to try to block out things like sex because I somehow view it "scary"

Actually, I'm going to be be looking into 2 figures that I think I'd quite enjoy and would help me. Considering a friend of mine who acts in a semi-therapist function is versed in them.

Speaking of Sigmund Freud, and Jacques Lacan. If I were to ever go talk to some form of mental health person, it'd be a psychoanalyst. 

My goal is to reduce the amount of times I come on here however. There's no reason to fill up this forum with crap that doesn't matter, when I ignore everyone else. If anything I should seek to keep a journal. I don't want it to be on this forum, regardless if you believe yourself that this will somehow make me stronger. I prefer to keep facts of my life off the internet, because the last thing I need is someone finding out my identity.

https://www.youtube.com/user/lacanonline/videos


I leave you with this for now, I'll probably be back, but hopefully sooner rather than later fading out. 

Take care. 

whys this dude typin wikipedias of autism

u think anyone aside of turnautist is gonna read this

You think that just because this is a forum, everyone is just lonely and this isn't real life? I've lived with people from here, been in relationships where I spent time with the people in person. TC as well, even more so than me, I believe.

There is some logic to thinking you may need to be more present in your own physical atmosphere. Like you clearly sound depressed, so obviously something in your life is not going well. Get a handle on that.

I don't think forum use is a bad habit, I think it's the manifestation of you wanting to communicate. As that is literally what you just did. Honestly, I just see someone who is worked up.

^thinks that the subhumans from here are real ppl

Tryptamine said:

You think that just because this is a forum, everyone is just lonely and this isn't real life? I've lived with people from here, been in relationships where I spent time with the people in person. TC as well, even more so than me, I believe.

 To re-iterate. I said "some" not all. I'm aware that not everyone on this forum is lonely and depraved.

I mean you can interact with people in real life and still be lonely. I'd say Jim an is example, due to his blackpill perspective, unless it's somehow an elaborate troll.

Tryptamine said:

There is some logic to thinking you may need to be more present in your own physical atmosphere. Like you clearly sound depressed, so obviously something in your life is not going well. Get a handle on that.

 I don't think I am depressed? Nor do I feel depressed, or contemplate things such as self-harm. The closest thing is towards violent thoughts against others, which I've been keeping under control.

Tryptamine said:

I don't think forum use is a bad habit, I think it's the manifestation of you wanting to communicate. As that is literally what you just did. Honestly, I just see someone who is worked up.

 I'm not saying being on a forum is inherently bad. I'm saying that my relationship with this forum is just me rambling or posting random garbage. 

ur relation ship with this forum is u tryin to get pity and attention by posting ur anger and ur autism

u say that u arent depressed but u were rantin about how miserable ur life is postin dead animals

gtfo