I’m just curious. Lol
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speaking of drama there was a side branch of drama that occurred off of what happened with Antonio Pizza Pizza and Nin from dissocia-did
to sum it up and save u the time of watching 80 million rediculous drama videos and sifting through countless live streams and screen shots across all types of social media platforms and forums, to gather information-
i will spare u and summize it.
There are hate groups/haters in general that - when nin got more public attention than usual by being on Anthony’s channel and getting involved with an internet fight with Trisha pastas- it refueled these groups and gave them more traction, and invigorated their will to succeed.
Their idea of success is to expose with proof that nin and team piñata (dissocia-dids partner system) are both falling their DID diagnosis and disorder as a whole for views and money on youtube etc.
naturally, these people dug deep into these people’s lives, their history, their families, every little thing they’ve ever posted on the internet, was dug up and brought to the light to be brought into question
and unfortunately what they DUG up was VERY BAD and, had nothing to do with damning evidence but- rather a different subject entirely
apparently Nan (nin’s partner, nan is host of team piñata system)..... nan.... drew child pornography, for pay, to post on her artist website which she was making commissions off of. A porn website. She also posted her own fetishized content.
It became difficult to draw the line between whether Nan was into child porn themselves at one point, or, if it was just commissioned content.
It is straight up child pornography there is nothing dubious or unsure about it- its very, very blatantly obvious. The children are blatantly sexualized, in sex positions, its, really disgusting if you ask me.
However if you know Nan’s background, nan was homeless. The family situation was really bad, and there was even a struggle with pretty severe addiction. Nan’s been public about this.
It’s possible that Nan was just trying to make money. When nan started youtube, they were homeless. It is because of youtube they were able to get donations and a warm roof over their head, and they lived somewhere where it snowed heavily in the winter and you’d die being out all night like that.
So that’s just all the information i have to offer on that and you do with it what you will. Nan live streamed a response and said that
apparently there was some sort of hacking going on, and Nin got so much hate and bullying and there was a lot of distress and turmoil in her own personal life with trauma and her relationship and god knows what else, she actually attempted suicide a month ago. Someone also pretended to be Nin in a group chat with her followers, and mislead them to sending hate to other youtubers, which nin has addressed on her instagram that someone was “puppeting” as her and doing that.
The only bit of contradicting information we have is that NAN said she did not recall even posting those child porn drawings, but then later on the live stream, recalls the drawings she did with perfect detail. When someone is conflicting information like that it’s showing they’re hiding something or trying to lie and cover somnething.
It’s very sad but, it is possible for people who were abused sexually in childhood to develop a sexual boundary issue in this regard or even struggle with pedophilia. As much as I hate to say it. And Nan has admitted to being so triggered by seeing school children especially in uniforms that it causes them to dissociate and have panic attacks and flash backs etc. One of Nans alters is a very small child, and Nin has several “little” small child alters as well- which is indicative of, very early childhood sexual abuse for both of them unfortunately.
And even sadder issue is that people who have been abused in anyway tend to attract that same abuser naturally in their life, especially if they have unresolved trauma around that abuse, they’re likely to repeat it in their life and continue to find themselves in situations where they are with that same type of abuse, or a similar environment, or relationship, etc. Not always but, it does occur.
Nin is okay now, but I’m sure she’s just taking a break
i have no idea where their relationship stands, or where Nan even is, they took down all their social media even youtube.
But nin’s social media is all still up just,... hasn’t been touched in a month.
